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[sex_beat]

I'm so excited, I'm going to Italy for 8 days, WITHOUT my parents. so nobody can check on me eating or throwing up or anything. yay

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[____shine]

lucky girl. <33

[sex_beat]

^^

<3

[holly0golightly]

Wow, I hate you! Have fun! Please change the status of yuor posts to friends only. Thank you so much!! xoxo! Audrey

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[hill_of_silence]

y did u ask her to change it to friends only?
(i dont get comments back on e-mail, it doesnt work.. so if u can, lol.. e-mail it to=poopershmoo99@aol.com
thanx a lot

[ragamuffinduck]

gosh, i Don't know if i could restrain myself to not eating in ITALY. man, you are lucky.

[imnotlikethat02]

Lucky? Are you retarded? This poor girl is slowly killing herself over a disease that doesn't even have to do with her weight. get that stupid smile off your face and get the fucking dillusions out of your head already.. damn.

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[hill_of_silence]

lol.. i love the way u think. when no1 is home.. i get all happy too. infact.. i like to hear myself make the puking noises, and leave the bathroom door wide open, lol.. i knoe thats weird, but its so relieving to know that no1 is there to listen. theres no hiding.
s/n-Aliceeatzshroomz
:P

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[sex_beat]

yeah it's just so much easier.

I'm really looking forward ot next year, when I'm going to live by myself..

<3

[anonymous]

You don't think you deserve to live do you? This is the one thing you have control over isn't it? the rest of your life is fucked up and you can't control that so you turn to starvation. You hunger for control but get nothing in return. You don't want to be skinny, you just want everything your way and for once to go as planned. this isn't because you want to lose weight. you think your not worth anything because of everything in your life. You do deserve to be loved and you do deserve to have a good life and have everything go the way you planned. Just please stop what your doing because I can promise you that things will get better if you come out of this. Just water won't help you through a walk you know...Your body needs energy before it gives out.