Comments | skinnyj: And I'll live without you. Love, but what good is one glove without the other?

skinnyj

And I'll live without you. Love, but what good is one glove without the other?

Dec 10, 2002 23:49

I'm about to fall asleep in a home occupied by two humans and one cat, yet I feel more alone then I've felt in a long time. I've pushed so many people away lately with my stupid and selfish actions, I don't even want to be around myself anymore. I feel like I'm doing the right thing when I make a decision but I always seem to end up making the ( Read more... )

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corpseus December 10 2002, 21:54:11 UTC

dont you fucking dare. simple as that. everyone makes bad decisions. i thought you were really playing on to many fields and was kind of dissapointed with what happened with pual and what not but i didnt understand any of it really. there is always more than the surface of any situation. i wasnt going to get involved or ever tell you to live any particular way but i should have atleast persued complete information before forming conclusions. in anycase dont beat yourself up. sometimes the most umbearable feeling in life is not loosing, failing, being hurt, being left, being alone....but being uncertain. being torn. when i felt torn when it came to feelings of love, suicide seamed like such an easy choice as apposed to trying to conquer one side of myself with the other side, i could just make both of them loose. however i kept one thing, hope. you can find in anywhere, the shittier you feel the easier it is to find. for in the spectrum of things it can only get so bad before the pendulum swings in the other direction. keep hope Justin ( ... )

don't be pathetic kathymon December 10 2002, 23:48:36 UTC

you're stronger than that
you can live wit/out her, you weren't born wit her

o justin.... kellbel December 11 2002, 22:24:16 UTC

i have an idea.... dont do anything and ill be home soon and we will discuss everything..... i miss u!!!

No clear path... daemonlord December 11 2002, 23:17:46 UTC

It's the human way Justin. You (and the rest of humanity) will most likely spend the rest of their days wondering to varrying degrees whether the choices they made in life were the right ones or not. Whether they had a purpose or a destiny that they were meant to attain ( ... )

cerrid December 12 2002, 09:33:00 UTC

justin, trust me i know exactly what you're going through. coming out of my bad relationship felt like the best and the worst thing that had ever happened to me all at the same time. i truely believe that there is someone out there for everyone, it just takes time to find that one person. you cant just pick any girl and expect something special to happen right away. get to know her first before you jump into anything. love is one of the most important things people need to live. but what "they" dont tell you is that you dont need to get it from a significant other. these are supposedly the best years of our lives; we should enjoy ourselves and just have fun. we dont need to worry about finding "the one" yet. worrying about finding a girl right now is too much stress that you dont need. just relax and let life happen; enjoy yourself and i promise the right girl will come along and it will be at the perfect time.
hugs, bex