I feel dirty now and I didn't even do anything ( Read more... )

Either I'm sleeping, or I'm just trying to hold on to this meaningless semblance of life for one last time. It would be so easy to just let myself stop returning to the world of the living. Yet still something draws me, and I hope it's the thought of one day being happy, with you in my arms. I wish I just knew who you were.

What do you do when the one thing you really want, is the one thing that will really hurt you?

Sad sad monkeys dance for me.
Cry monkeys cry, but not to long.
Smile sad monkeys smile for me.
Dancing always makes them happy.

My soul for a time machine!!! Any takers?

Ever feel played?

Sucks doesn't it.

Maybe its just the tired talking but I hate the world right now.

Ignore me I am just tired. Well off to work... again.

Just another night of unfulfilled feelings.

Sometime I think I like hurting myself.

I almost enjoy the sick feelings.

Can't seem to bring myself to just say what I feel.

I am always afraid of my own feelings.

Never think its right.

Never know when I'm wrong.

I guess our nights will always be like this.

And it sucks.

Today was boring, bland, and tiring. I was late for work and I didn't give a shit ( Read more... )