Okay so this may sound crazy to you, but here goes: Why should you care about "hurting her" AFTER she left you??? Who gives a shit (to be quite frank)?! This is YOUR space to do with as you like, and i think it may help you to some extent to get out all those thoughts and feelings that are in your head, instead of letting them eat their way from the inside out. You've said she doesn't want to see you or hear from you anymore. Well, hell. Why should you cater your life NOW to what she feels? How could this journal or your myspace upset her? Does your mere existence upset her? Well HELLO, her mere existence upsets you. You aren't expecting her to take down her myspace or whatever! That would be ridiculous!!! *deep breath* Okay, so that's my rant. I guess i just worry; i don't want you to shut yourself off from these things and just stew in them. That's not gonna help you any.
I think what baby grace is saying is who gives a fuck now? You wrote it, it's there, and since she won't even speak to you, why should you care how she feels about what you put online? She obviously doesn't care how you feel about what she does or puts online...
She's living her life, regardless of how it affects you. You should live your life, man. You can't tailor your daily routine according to what your ex wants. Ya dig?
I really hurt her and I wasn't there for her. Didn't make her feel loved. This is why she got over me in less then a month and started seeing an old ex of hers. Shes not to blame, I am and me posting personal stuff about us was one of the biggest things that made it to where she will never talk to me again or let me in her life even as a friend.
She is over me. She never wants to talk to me or see me again and all of my suicide attempts and depression has caused her to see me as pathetic. I need to delete this thing as to not cause any more damage and plus it's hard reading all of those old posts where I was very happy with our relationship and all the old ones about Sarah look fucking foolish at this point.
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Why should you care about "hurting her" AFTER she left you??? Who gives a shit (to be quite frank)?! This is YOUR space to do with as you like, and i think it may help you to some extent to get out all those thoughts and feelings that are in your head, instead of letting them eat their way from the inside out.
You've said she doesn't want to see you or hear from you anymore. Well, hell. Why should you cater your life NOW to what she feels? How could this journal or your myspace upset her? Does your mere existence upset her? Well HELLO, her mere existence upsets you. You aren't expecting her to take down her myspace or whatever! That would be ridiculous!!!
*deep breath*
Okay, so that's my rant.
I guess i just worry; i don't want you to shut yourself off from these things and just stew in them. That's not gonna help you any.
-bg
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It will be easier to just erase this livejournal then go though, erasing every entery I wrote concerning our breakup.
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She's living her life, regardless of how it affects you. You should live your life, man. You can't tailor your daily routine according to what your ex wants. Ya dig?
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This is why she got over me in less then a month and started seeing an old ex of hers.
Shes not to blame, I am and me posting personal stuff about us was one of the biggest things that made it to where she will never talk to me again or let me in her life even as a friend.
She is over me. She never wants to talk to me or see me again and all of my suicide attempts and depression has caused her to see me as pathetic.
I need to delete this thing as to not cause any more damage and plus it's hard reading all of those old posts where I was very happy with our relationship and all the old ones about Sarah look fucking foolish at this point.
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