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[skint]

i hate that im ignoring my friends again. i hate that im not taking care of myself, and becoming fat again. i hate that im becoming depressed. all i did the whole day was stay cooped up in my room, watching dvds and sleeping. jarmz, sorry ive not been replying ur messages. im too disgusted with myself to communicate with anybody

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hi

[techno_bunny04]

hi im pam i found ur journal through bec's journal & thought i would say hello after reading this entry r u ok ur post didnt sound like u were. anyway bye
pam.

[jarmz]

go on and ignore me. just do it again and again.
its not the first time you're doing this to me. and i told you before and i thought u had agreed with me that friends dont go by fatness.

im fat okay. but i still hang out with you, but you? you choose to ignore me just when you feel like it.

you make me feel utterly redundant as a friend, totally useless and crappy.

and you make me cry. i tried contacting you the whole fucking day cos i knew something was wrong with you, called you, no answer, msged u no answer, i knew if i was gonna call your house, ull ignore me anyway. when you set your mind on shunning urself from the world, noone can help you.

the next time you're gonan ask me out, im gonna ignore you, then you'll know how i feel, cos you made me upset.

hermit

[jananlee]

hey jo, dun be a hermit and hide in ur shell again ar..

get on tt treadmill now and do some gd running.
there's somethin about exercising tt motivates oneself.

talk to u soon