The bar was empty ( Read more... )

I am mad, hurt and dissapointed......... I have lost a relationship I thought I could never live without. He is supposed to love me and always be there for me and he has failed. I know I made a mistake but he has no right to judge me, I am capable of making my own decisions. I am stressed with school. Dont get me wrong I love school but there ( Read more... )

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you ( Read more... )

Well after everything that has gone down the last 3 days, i cant help but think that i have been so blessed to have friends like mine. I know we all have our problems and there are times when we cant stand eachother but i think that after all this to not have them would have made everything soooo much harder. I hurt my older sister so much. I ( Read more... )

Wow... I thought that because I have started school nothing would be going wrong... Nothing could be further from the truth. Everything that could possibly be going wrong is. I am sorry.... I know what I did was wrong and horrible. I never meant to hurt you. I know that he feels the same way. I dont know what to do.. I cant believe I confided ( Read more... )

I havent been able to write in my lj in soooo long.... it feels nice to sit down and just write about what is going on in my life.... Oh shit i have class in like 10 minutes.... knives practice test... gotta run.... I will write everything later..... ADIOS!!

Wow this year has gone by soooo fast. I cant believe that everyone is about to come home for the summer.. that is going to be so weird. so many people have changed and moved on and I think that is great... some people seem to be the same and still cling to old things.... I dont know. I am about to start something totally new. i couldnt be more ( Read more... )

Six days went by ( Read more... )

I dont think I have ever hated someone as much as I hate her.... How can someone who has pulled the shit she has still have a family... people who care..... I dont get it. My head hurts.... I think I am starting to like someone I seriously cant have..... I dont know..... I dont know what I am going to do about culinary school... My family is ( Read more... )

Alrighty... Nothing new has really been going on with me..... I got to see rachel last week when she was back for spring break.. It was nice that we got to chill with clay while she was here. We went to the beach and layed low, it was really nice. I would have to say that the highlight of the week was when we went 4-wheeling with josh, nick and ( Read more... )