i don't like plotting against you

but it's the only thing that gets me away from here

he loves me....

he loves me not...

my mom came to visit (pix)


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i miss you jeff

kicked in the shin

I wonder how I will look back on these years, what kind of memories will they be? Will they be happy? Will they be sad? Will I regret them? Will I tell my children about them? Or will I try to forget them? Will they be bittersweet? Will things still remind me of them? Will I get a small smile on my face at the thought of them? Will I compare other ( Read more... )

Shallow men believe in luck, believe in circumstances -- it was somebody's name, or he happened to be there at the time, or it was so then, and another day would have been otherwise. Strong men believe in cause and effect.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Back from Vegas, brought back many things to ponder about. It's so hard to let go of some one you know you'll never meet again. What will these next 2 months bring. Will my feelings change any? What are they now? I don't want to loose, but how do I win? Many possibilities in the future, will I make the right choices, or at least think I am? If you ( Read more... )

We had two bags of grass, seventy ( Read more... )

I wish I could be sleeping right now. Or at least awake and motivated enough to do homework. I can't wait until college is over. Trader's Outlet is still rockin. I have a night job now at the Sizzler. It's just the same as Ponderosa but I get a better uniform. I'm a cashier, and not going to have to touch food this time (I hope). I really like it, ( Read more... )