death to my bra :|

Benji is my dream come true.

<333 Benji <333

i have no clue where it was that i took the wrong direction.. but, i must have done so somehwere along the line. everything is just wrong. my mom came home like 15 minutes ago, and i was in the living room playin ps2. she's drunk of course, and she sits down and starts talkin to me while i'm in mid-game. she's like "you wanna know somethin?" so I'm ( Read more... )

twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
up above the world so high
like a diamond in the sky
twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are

:x

I'm bored :|

I got overly-bored this morning and had no one to talk to or anything to do and as always there was nothing on tv. So this is where I ended up. Now I'm gonna have to have Amee make me a new icon. :X *giggles* oh well.. We'll get to that later. I'm gonna go sleeeep for now! :p

but then i thought.. why would someone lie about something like that? ..

my nextdoor neighbor, Mike, who was also a close friend of the family was murdered early this morning. he was over his ex-wifes house talking to her about something and i guess they started arguing. then Suzie's (his ex-wife) boyfriend Kelly (who was also a long time friend ( Read more... )

obviously i've been slacking. i haven't been in the mood for this shit. everything is a mess. ever feel unwanted? i feel that way a lot. i look around and see all my friends so happy. it's just like a big blow to the chest. i cry a lot. it's painful. all i do anymore is think about how bad shit is. how messed up my life is. my mother is lost in her ( Read more... )

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I'm in a weird mood tonight. Really contemplative. Thinking about everything. I don't know what to say other than that.

.as.you.leave.the.essence.of.you.stays.with.me.