i sit wondering what the fuck am i doing

[skitzoruler85]

ok so like today i have started to try and figure out my life and y the fuck is everything the way it is... i have also tried to figure out why i like the people i like of if it is just me lusting over the person.... i just all confused and just being like fuck that shit and all..... any way im feeling like i am going to lose another friend soon

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so ill make amends to save face but not totally

[purdylilangel]

so i guess ill talk to you. but im not a total friend to you. im not going to deal with yet one more guy...er person...fer that matter lying to me. i KNOW you spread shit about us 'sleeping together' dont deny it michael. ive heard it from way too many people to believe you. but anyways like i wrote in dots journal....live in the moment, because if you pass something up-years later you may regret it hardcore like i did with nate..by the way he called me today...im really happy...

[anonymous]

but i dont kow who i want to be with there are these two girls one has a bf and the other is free but her parents dont want me to be around her then there is this one girl but she too old for me and she lives in the falls(sluts) i just dont know what the fuck i want any more i am just tryin to find myself inside of this crazy ass world..... well im out ttyl

I don't kow who i want to be with either