mmmmm valentine's day snackage <3
My dad's such a sweetie ^_^ He got me a stuffed toy, a single rose, and a giant rice krispies treat thingy <3
mmmmyummy
I feel like going to sugar-ragus and persueing my life long dream of becoming and total fatty :D!
Step One: Eat this whole entire human-head-sized rice treat.........in 5 seconds! lol
After much drama, misconception, misunderstanding, and miscommunication; me and Gary finally straightened things out. He finally gave me the chance to explain myself fully about why I left him..Funny thing was he explained it right back to me (to make sure he heard right) and explained it so much simple(r?) than I did lol. He's not mad at me anymore, we totally understand each other now...Thank god...
He told me what he was going to do for me for valentine's day...Too nice lol ...I'm glad I didnt wait til after valentine's day O_O THAT would have been awful ...He wanted to take me on a cruise and shit lol over 500$ o.O He had planned spend 1500$ on v-day alone...yeeaaa...It was really sweet though for him to want to go all out like that.
I think we're friends o.O but i'm not entirly sure, he calls me and emails me and stuff, but it's generally small-talk and we dont include ourselves or our lives in the conversation much...Mostly we just talk about other people and their lives haha ...I kind of miss him :X
No, I really miss him...I know that I made the right decision and all, but it's just one of those things...Now that he's talking to me again I cant help it... Anyway, he can even give me a straight answer about weather me and him are even friends! ...I guess i'll just play it by ear and whatever he wants to do is fine...
People keep ganging up on me about weather it's going to be just like every other breakup...It's getting annoying lol ...To answer some frequently asked questions:
*No, we're not getting back together.
*No, we're not pining over each other.
*He doesnt even know if we're friends or not, so no, I dont know if we'll hang out or anything.
*It's too hard to NOT talk to someone who's been in your daily life for over 4 years, so get off my ass.
*I still have a great deal of love and compassion towards him, so i'm not going to push him away if he wants to talk or be friends.
*He would not take me back even if I wanted to be w/ him again; too much trust has been broken.
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Now that that's out of the way...I still love him...I know he'll make some bitch soooo happy one day...And hey, maybe that bitch will be me again lol But if not, then it wasnt meant to be and maybe i'll run into someone even more amazing than Gary...Never say 'never' to any possibility <3
mmmmyummy
I feel like going to sugar-ragus and persueing my life long dream of becoming and total fatty :D!
Step One: Eat this whole entire human-head-sized rice treat.........in 5 seconds! lol
After much drama, misconception, misunderstanding, and miscommunication; me and Gary finally straightened things out. He finally gave me the chance to explain myself fully about why I left him..Funny thing was he explained it right back to me (to make sure he heard right) and explained it so much simple(r?) than I did lol. He's not mad at me anymore, we totally understand each other now...Thank god...
He told me what he was going to do for me for valentine's day...Too nice lol ...I'm glad I didnt wait til after valentine's day O_O THAT would have been awful ...He wanted to take me on a cruise and shit lol over 500$ o.O He had planned spend 1500$ on v-day alone...yeeaaa...It was really sweet though for him to want to go all out like that.
I think we're friends o.O but i'm not entirly sure, he calls me and emails me and stuff, but it's generally small-talk and we dont include ourselves or our lives in the conversation much...Mostly we just talk about other people and their lives haha ...I kind of miss him :X
No, I really miss him...I know that I made the right decision and all, but it's just one of those things...Now that he's talking to me again I cant help it... Anyway, he can even give me a straight answer about weather me and him are even friends! ...I guess i'll just play it by ear and whatever he wants to do is fine...
People keep ganging up on me about weather it's going to be just like every other breakup...It's getting annoying lol ...To answer some frequently asked questions:
*No, we're not getting back together.
*No, we're not pining over each other.
*He doesnt even know if we're friends or not, so no, I dont know if we'll hang out or anything.
*It's too hard to NOT talk to someone who's been in your daily life for over 4 years, so get off my ass.
*I still have a great deal of love and compassion towards him, so i'm not going to push him away if he wants to talk or be friends.
*He would not take me back even if I wanted to be w/ him again; too much trust has been broken.
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Now that that's out of the way...I still love him...I know he'll make some bitch soooo happy one day...And hey, maybe that bitch will be me again lol But if not, then it wasnt meant to be and maybe i'll run into someone even more amazing than Gary...Never say 'never' to any possibility <3