motivation

[sknegrlctrl]

i feel as if so much of my life right now is dependent on my motivation. not my desire because the desire is there, it really is and im trying but just not hard enough. i need to try harder. im starting tomorrow. with everything. this is my wake up call. im very extreme as im sure we all are. its typical of ED personalities. im doing it all at once

Comments

[perfect_mayhem]

Hey girl, you can do this. Im sure of it. As soon as your motivation kicks in and takes control-things will start to fall into place. Oh, and If people chose to leave your live, because of the way you live it, they werent really meant to be in it anyways. The people who care and matter the most will stick around. Stay strong and think thin! I know you can do this :)

[sknegrlctrl]

Thank you so much for this. I can't explain to you how much it means. Its funny.. I wrote this a few weeks ago now & not that I completely forgot about it but I sort of did. Not the feelings, but the fact that I wrote it. I wrote it cause I needed to just purge these feelings. I still haven't "gotten my act together" & have been feeling really bad about myself for it this week so your note REALLY HELPED & being reminded about this post was therapeutic as well. You are full of wisdom (I went to your journal - more comments on that to come on your journal) & your an inspiring person. I'm touched & feel lucky that you took the time to reach out to me and comment & believe in me. I need to put some of that faith in myself. I know I do.

Thanks again. <3
K

[perfect_mayhem]

There is no need to thank me. We all need someone to believe in us. Im that someone for you. It's weird how close you can feel to someone over the internet but when you lead a life like we do, it comes naturally. We talk, feel, and act the same way it's just tweeked to fit our personalities. If you could strip away environment and whatnot..we would all be the same person with the same struggle. Even though you haven't gotten your act together' you still have time. My motto is day by day. If you don't reach your goal today, sleep on it, wake up and start the new day like yesterday didnt even happen. It works for me, and it might work for you as well. Im glad I can inspire you, it means Im doing something right with my life. Keep checking in, and ill do the same. Im always here for you, you don't have to do any of this alone. Stay strong and think thin <3