To fat to be called or be Anorexic! Oh damn this sucks By Christmas 20 pounds down and less than 25 days to lose it!!! Then i can consider the fact tht im going CRAZY!!! STARTING NOW EXERSIZE!!!!!!!! Like Crazy!

She has wonderful music!

So why'd you Leave huh?? If your reading this (i hope you are!) Maybe you found tht Journal decided to check out this one too. Did you? Ik its bin over 3 months since we talked But NO its not something im gonna Grow over! I still feel Lost without you! Oh so lost! you were and still are the only person who rele understood who rele cared so where'd ( Read more... )

Like all the other girls! I mean Like Pretty wise! Cuz im so fat and UGLY! How could God Make such an Useless ugly thing! I mean there must be a Purpose Right? Im not gonna rest till i find that Purpose Because im just plain Tired Of this Cycle im in (Binge and Purge Binge and purge over and over If i wanna barf theres no object or finger down my ( Read more... )

Firstly i went over to my Bf's house today and visited my friend Jake(my bf was thare when i visited him remember this it'll become a Key point in my story) And Jake wanted to see me a Mike makeout so Mike leaned in and after Kissing regular i opened my mouth a Little and he Freaked out!!! akward moment much ( Read more... )

"tht even if i could eat evreything i wanted and still lose weight id still have an eating disorder!" Quote somebodys journal entry! Thats totally true about me to.

I DONT LIKE LUNCH! i dont need people jumping down my throat telling me to eat!!! got it ( Read more... )

Ever dreamed soooo much tht your reality i screwed up?? Im stuck in this place where i dream and dont do! where i wonder when ill get there but never rele work for it! I do but the day for change was today!

i estimate myself at 400 calories for the day okay 450> yippe!
Omg theres this new girl at my skool Shes sooo pretty! Im Like @#$## i wish i could be tht thin! and pretty! Must i admit im jelous!!!

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