SS501 Fanfic
Title: Confessing
Pairing: Hyunjoong/Hyungjun
Raiting: NC-17
Summary: Hyunjoong is afraid of ruining their friendship and causing problems to the band if he confesses hi feelings for his dongsaeng.
It was becoming harder and harder each day for Hyunjoong to hide his growing feelings for his dongsaeng. He was a leader, he couldn´t let the feelings get the best of him, and he had to set a good example for his band mates.
When Hyunjoong entered the dorm after a very tiring and busy day, he was hugged tightly by a very cheery Hyungjun. “Welcome home” he yelled and hugged Hyunjoong´s waist tighter. “It´s good to be back” he said back smiling and hugging Hyungjun tight. Hyunjoong couldn´t deny it anymore, he had fallen for his dongsaeng, but he wasn´t going to do anything about it. He couldn´t take the chance of getting rejected, it would hurt too much, not to mention it could have serious consequences for the band. After a couple of minutes in silent they let go of each other, “I´m going to shower” Hyunjoong said and walked towards the bathroom. His heart was beating unusually fast and he felt his pants tighten only at the thought of Hyungjun with his arms around him.
He stepped in the shower and as the hot water ran down his spine he thought about, what he could do about Hyungjun. After 15 minutes under the hot water he came to the conclusion, that maybe it would be best to try to stay away from Hyungjun as much as possible.
The day after SS501 had a photo shoot at the beach. Hyunjoong was very nervous; he had to find a way to stick to his plan. In the car on their way to the beach, Hyunjoong shoved himself between Kyujong and Jungmin in the back, while Hyungjun and Youngsaeng sat in front.
When they arrived, Hyunjoong paired up with Kyujong for the photo shoot and when there were group shoots he tried to stay as far away from Hyungjun as possible.
His plan seemed to be working until he was in bed and he heard a knock on the door. “Come in” he yelled a bit annoyed, the door opened and Hyungjun stuck his head in. Hyunjoong had forgotten his dongsaengs habit of sleeping in his bed when he couldn´t sleep. He sighted, just when his plan was going so well. Hyungjun snuck under the blanket and snuggled close to his hyung. When Hyunjoong felt his dongsaengs body heat next to his, it became too much, he crawled out of bed “I´m going to the kitchen” he said and walked out.
He opened the fridge and poured water in to a glass. He sighted, his heart was pounding in his chest, sweat running down his forehead and his body was all hot. He thought about sleeping on the couch, but he knew he couldn´t keep running away from Hyungjun forever. He put the glass down and returned to his bedroom, only to find his dongsaeng crying on the bed.
He closed the door, and hurried to the younger´s side. He put his arms around Hyungjun “What´s wrong?” he asked, his dongsaeng snuggled closer to him and sobbed even harder “What have I done wrong?” Hyungjun barely managed to say between his sobs. “What do you mean?” Hyunjoong asked unable to hide the surprise in his voice. “You´ve been avoiding me all day” the younger answered and looked at his hyung with sad eyes. That was it for Hyunjoong, he couldn´t hide his feelings anymore, couldn´t hold himself back any longer, and seeing those sad eyes looking at him, he lost it and kissed his dongsaeng very softly.
He could feel the younger´s surprise and expected him to pull away, but to his own surprise Hyungjun pulled him closer to deepen the kiss. Hyunjoong pulled away and looked at his dongsaeng with loving eyes. “I´m sorry that I´ve been avoiding you” he said sincerely. “But, why?” Hyungjun asked curiously. “Because I was afraid that if I’d tell you how I really feel about you, you´d reject me and it would ruin our friendship” Hyunjoong said and looked down at his feet in embarrassment. Great, now I´ve ruined everything, he thought and he was so deep in his thoughts that he didn´t notice younger´s happy smile.
Suddenly he was pushed down on the bed and Hyungjun was on top of him, smiling victoriously. “So, you have feelings for me?” he asked his hyung teasingly as he straddled him to the bed. Hyunjoong was so surprised and aroused by the attack, that he had a hard time answering the question. “Mhmm..Yeah I do” he finally managed to choke out, he was getting very aroused. This was something he had dreamt of for some time and he couldn´t believe he was lying on his bed with Hyungjun on top of him.
“How deep?” he heard his dongsaeng ask, then he moaned as the younger started kissing his jaw and down his neck. “Deep? What?” he asked, not sure what Hyungjun had meant by that question. He heard his dongsaeng chuckle by his neck and he couldn´t help but moan at the sensation.
“I meant, how deep are your feelings for me?” Hyungjun asked and looked in his hyungs eyes. “Very deep. I love you” Hyunjoong answered and looked deep in the younger´s eyes. A wide smile formed on the younger´s face “I love you too” Hyungjun said and kissed his hyung deeply.
Hyunjoong nibbled at his dongsaengs lower lip, the younger opened his mouth for his hyung and their tongues fought for dominance. They both moaned into the kiss as their crotches touched and burning sensation spread through their bodies.
When Hyungjun let go of his hands, Hyunjoong flipped them around without breaking the kiss, so he was on top. The room was filled with moans and pants as Hyunjoong ground against the younger, causing the latter to arch his back.
Hyunjoong let go of the younger´s lips and kissed his collarbone, jaw and down to his neck, causing the other to moan loudly in response. Hyunjoong moved his hands under his dongsaengs shirt, pulling it off and throwing it on the floor. Then he trailed butterfly kisses from Hyungjun´s neck and down to the waistband of his pants.
He unbuttoned the pants and pulled them off along with the younger´s underwear. He smiled at the already hard cock, he rubbed it, causing the other to arch back in pleasure and moan. Hyunjoong took his dongsaengs dick into his mouth and started sucking it hard. Hyungjun moaned and panted as his hyung sucked him off “mhmm…fuck hyung” he moaned out and gripped the sheets tighter.
Hyunjoong kept sucking his dongsaeng, he could feel that he was close. “God, hyung, I´m coming” Hyungjun moaned out as he reached his climax. Hyunjoong swallowed every bit of the younger´s cum and licked his lips hungrily.
He crawled back on top of Hyungjun, who was still catching his breath and caught his lips in a passionate kiss. He felt the younger´s hands trailing his body under his shirt and soon his shirt was gone. Then Hyungjun unbuckled his pants and slid them off Hyunjoong. Hyunjoong noticed the younger looking at his length in awe; he captured his dongsaengs lips in a very messy kiss. An electric current of pleasure ran through Hyunjoong´s body as his dongsaeng rubbed his dick and kissed and nibbled at his neck.
“mmm…ah..Hyungjun” he moaned out, feeling his climax closing in. “God, I´m coming” he moaned in Hyungjun´s neck. “Come for me” he heard Hyungjun whisper in his ear seductively and that sent Hyunjoong over the edge and he came all over the bedsheets.
He fell onto Hyungjun, panting heavily. He trailed kisses down the younger´s neck and reached for a bottle of lube in his desk. He rubbed the lube on his fingers and spread Hyungjun´s feet wider. He slowly pushed in one finger and stretched as much as he could before entering a second finger then the third. He heard Hyungjun whimper at the pain, but soon he heard moans and pleads for more.
He took his fingers out and Hyungjun whimpered at the loss. Hyunjoong rubbed lube on his dick and positioned himself at his dongsaeng´s entrance. Slowly he pushed inside, ignoring the whimpers coming from Hyungjun. When he was fully inside he tried to stay as still as he could, kissing Hyungjun´s neck and waiting for the younger to tell him he could move.
When Hyungjun signaled him to move, he slowly started moving, then he went faster. He kissed the younger deeply as he pounded into him, both were so far gone, they were moaning out incoherent words. As he felt their climax closing in he started thrusting faster and harder hitting Hyungjun´s prostate and causing the latter to moaned out loudly his name.
“Hyunjoong, I´m so close” he heard the younger moan out “Come for me” Hyunjoong said and kissed Hyungjun sweetly. Hyungjun came all over his hyung´s chest, yelling out Hyunjoong´s name. Seeing his dongsaeng come, aroused Hyunjoong, and he came hard inside the younger man, yelling out his name.
Both man lay next to each other, panting. Hyungjun snuggled up to his hyung “I love you” he whispered. “I love you too” Hyunjoong said and wrapped his arms around his lover as they drifted to sleep.
Pairing: Hyunjoong/Hyungjun
Raiting: NC-17
Summary: Hyunjoong is afraid of ruining their friendship and causing problems to the band if he confesses hi feelings for his dongsaeng.
It was becoming harder and harder each day for Hyunjoong to hide his growing feelings for his dongsaeng. He was a leader, he couldn´t let the feelings get the best of him, and he had to set a good example for his band mates.
When Hyunjoong entered the dorm after a very tiring and busy day, he was hugged tightly by a very cheery Hyungjun. “Welcome home” he yelled and hugged Hyunjoong´s waist tighter. “It´s good to be back” he said back smiling and hugging Hyungjun tight. Hyunjoong couldn´t deny it anymore, he had fallen for his dongsaeng, but he wasn´t going to do anything about it. He couldn´t take the chance of getting rejected, it would hurt too much, not to mention it could have serious consequences for the band. After a couple of minutes in silent they let go of each other, “I´m going to shower” Hyunjoong said and walked towards the bathroom. His heart was beating unusually fast and he felt his pants tighten only at the thought of Hyungjun with his arms around him.
He stepped in the shower and as the hot water ran down his spine he thought about, what he could do about Hyungjun. After 15 minutes under the hot water he came to the conclusion, that maybe it would be best to try to stay away from Hyungjun as much as possible.
The day after SS501 had a photo shoot at the beach. Hyunjoong was very nervous; he had to find a way to stick to his plan. In the car on their way to the beach, Hyunjoong shoved himself between Kyujong and Jungmin in the back, while Hyungjun and Youngsaeng sat in front.
When they arrived, Hyunjoong paired up with Kyujong for the photo shoot and when there were group shoots he tried to stay as far away from Hyungjun as possible.
His plan seemed to be working until he was in bed and he heard a knock on the door. “Come in” he yelled a bit annoyed, the door opened and Hyungjun stuck his head in. Hyunjoong had forgotten his dongsaengs habit of sleeping in his bed when he couldn´t sleep. He sighted, just when his plan was going so well. Hyungjun snuck under the blanket and snuggled close to his hyung. When Hyunjoong felt his dongsaengs body heat next to his, it became too much, he crawled out of bed “I´m going to the kitchen” he said and walked out.
He opened the fridge and poured water in to a glass. He sighted, his heart was pounding in his chest, sweat running down his forehead and his body was all hot. He thought about sleeping on the couch, but he knew he couldn´t keep running away from Hyungjun forever. He put the glass down and returned to his bedroom, only to find his dongsaeng crying on the bed.
He closed the door, and hurried to the younger´s side. He put his arms around Hyungjun “What´s wrong?” he asked, his dongsaeng snuggled closer to him and sobbed even harder “What have I done wrong?” Hyungjun barely managed to say between his sobs. “What do you mean?” Hyunjoong asked unable to hide the surprise in his voice. “You´ve been avoiding me all day” the younger answered and looked at his hyung with sad eyes. That was it for Hyunjoong, he couldn´t hide his feelings anymore, couldn´t hold himself back any longer, and seeing those sad eyes looking at him, he lost it and kissed his dongsaeng very softly.
He could feel the younger´s surprise and expected him to pull away, but to his own surprise Hyungjun pulled him closer to deepen the kiss. Hyunjoong pulled away and looked at his dongsaeng with loving eyes. “I´m sorry that I´ve been avoiding you” he said sincerely. “But, why?” Hyungjun asked curiously. “Because I was afraid that if I’d tell you how I really feel about you, you´d reject me and it would ruin our friendship” Hyunjoong said and looked down at his feet in embarrassment. Great, now I´ve ruined everything, he thought and he was so deep in his thoughts that he didn´t notice younger´s happy smile.
Suddenly he was pushed down on the bed and Hyungjun was on top of him, smiling victoriously. “So, you have feelings for me?” he asked his hyung teasingly as he straddled him to the bed. Hyunjoong was so surprised and aroused by the attack, that he had a hard time answering the question. “Mhmm..Yeah I do” he finally managed to choke out, he was getting very aroused. This was something he had dreamt of for some time and he couldn´t believe he was lying on his bed with Hyungjun on top of him.
“How deep?” he heard his dongsaeng ask, then he moaned as the younger started kissing his jaw and down his neck. “Deep? What?” he asked, not sure what Hyungjun had meant by that question. He heard his dongsaeng chuckle by his neck and he couldn´t help but moan at the sensation.
“I meant, how deep are your feelings for me?” Hyungjun asked and looked in his hyungs eyes. “Very deep. I love you” Hyunjoong answered and looked deep in the younger´s eyes. A wide smile formed on the younger´s face “I love you too” Hyungjun said and kissed his hyung deeply.
Hyunjoong nibbled at his dongsaengs lower lip, the younger opened his mouth for his hyung and their tongues fought for dominance. They both moaned into the kiss as their crotches touched and burning sensation spread through their bodies.
When Hyungjun let go of his hands, Hyunjoong flipped them around without breaking the kiss, so he was on top. The room was filled with moans and pants as Hyunjoong ground against the younger, causing the latter to arch his back.
Hyunjoong let go of the younger´s lips and kissed his collarbone, jaw and down to his neck, causing the other to moan loudly in response. Hyunjoong moved his hands under his dongsaengs shirt, pulling it off and throwing it on the floor. Then he trailed butterfly kisses from Hyungjun´s neck and down to the waistband of his pants.
He unbuttoned the pants and pulled them off along with the younger´s underwear. He smiled at the already hard cock, he rubbed it, causing the other to arch back in pleasure and moan. Hyunjoong took his dongsaengs dick into his mouth and started sucking it hard. Hyungjun moaned and panted as his hyung sucked him off “mhmm…fuck hyung” he moaned out and gripped the sheets tighter.
Hyunjoong kept sucking his dongsaeng, he could feel that he was close. “God, hyung, I´m coming” Hyungjun moaned out as he reached his climax. Hyunjoong swallowed every bit of the younger´s cum and licked his lips hungrily.
He crawled back on top of Hyungjun, who was still catching his breath and caught his lips in a passionate kiss. He felt the younger´s hands trailing his body under his shirt and soon his shirt was gone. Then Hyungjun unbuckled his pants and slid them off Hyunjoong. Hyunjoong noticed the younger looking at his length in awe; he captured his dongsaengs lips in a very messy kiss. An electric current of pleasure ran through Hyunjoong´s body as his dongsaeng rubbed his dick and kissed and nibbled at his neck.
“mmm…ah..Hyungjun” he moaned out, feeling his climax closing in. “God, I´m coming” he moaned in Hyungjun´s neck. “Come for me” he heard Hyungjun whisper in his ear seductively and that sent Hyunjoong over the edge and he came all over the bedsheets.
He fell onto Hyungjun, panting heavily. He trailed kisses down the younger´s neck and reached for a bottle of lube in his desk. He rubbed the lube on his fingers and spread Hyungjun´s feet wider. He slowly pushed in one finger and stretched as much as he could before entering a second finger then the third. He heard Hyungjun whimper at the pain, but soon he heard moans and pleads for more.
He took his fingers out and Hyungjun whimpered at the loss. Hyunjoong rubbed lube on his dick and positioned himself at his dongsaeng´s entrance. Slowly he pushed inside, ignoring the whimpers coming from Hyungjun. When he was fully inside he tried to stay as still as he could, kissing Hyungjun´s neck and waiting for the younger to tell him he could move.
When Hyungjun signaled him to move, he slowly started moving, then he went faster. He kissed the younger deeply as he pounded into him, both were so far gone, they were moaning out incoherent words. As he felt their climax closing in he started thrusting faster and harder hitting Hyungjun´s prostate and causing the latter to moaned out loudly his name.
“Hyunjoong, I´m so close” he heard the younger moan out “Come for me” Hyunjoong said and kissed Hyungjun sweetly. Hyungjun came all over his hyung´s chest, yelling out Hyunjoong´s name. Seeing his dongsaeng come, aroused Hyunjoong, and he came hard inside the younger man, yelling out his name.
Both man lay next to each other, panting. Hyungjun snuggled up to his hyung “I love you” he whispered. “I love you too” Hyunjoong said and wrapped his arms around his lover as they drifted to sleep.