getting my new computer...so I'll be updating soon enough

jealousy is so disgusting. i hope if i'm ever that far gone again, someone can knock some sense into me...

How do good hearted people keep getting delt a hand of shit... when others I know walk around spreading their evil without a care in the world and nothing bad ever seems to happen to them? It just doesn't seem fair.
I really hate whores.
I just want to feel important to you...

Fuck talking, fuck listening, and fuck everything.

No one understands.

I’m getting out of here as soon as I can.

I have too many dreams for myself to be tied down by so many lies. This is not what I want and I am not happy.

I’m saddened by the fact that everything feels like the end, and there is nothing worth waiting for; I really see no point ( Read more... )

I think I have a rage problem. I'm so angry right now I can't even think straight. my words are failing me. i have the strange desire to break things.
i guess this is just what happens when you're emotionally unstable and you've spent almost a year constantly worrying about someone who is just as, if not more unstable than you are. The anger comes ( Read more... )

And I know just why
I hate how the past rules the future. It's kind of an issue.
I really don't want to go to school tomorrow.
I am afraid of commitment because I don't want to let you down. And I know I will

"When you realize how perfect everything is you will tilt your head back and laugh at the sky"

It is not often that my path crosses with death.  But when it does, I am completely numb to the finality of the whole thing.  It is hard to imagine never…the end…no more.  It’s incredibly scary, and strange, and sad.  Today I find myself tumbling through a tunnel of questions.  Death.  The unknown.  It is something that no one understands, and few ( Read more... )

I hate words right now. They are unsatisfactory and pointless and completely incapable of expression or discussion.  Every question I ask leads to more words, which leads to more questions, which leads to an unending cycle of questioning without understanding.

Expectations run too high.  My view is clouded, and it seems that nothing is ever what ( Read more... )

"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me." - Someone Profoundly Stupid

I wonder who ever thought of that saying, and if they actually believed it.  I happen to think that words have a far more profound, lasting effect than sticks and stones ever could.  With just a few words, an entire life can be changed, can be shattered ( Read more... )

I like how at the oddest of times you’ll come to my mind...and when I’m having a completely shitty day...or week. You pop out of nowhere. I don’t even know why it happens or why it makes me feel better...But it does...it fucking makes me smile. Apple-pie.

And she's so tired of trying, so sick of reaching for something that won't come.  And she's ( Read more... )

I think that a little more people should post pictures of themselves half-naked or posing.. Because i don't think there are enough self absorbed disgusting human beings getting the job done…
It seriously makes me fucking sick the way people can take pictures of themselves for fucking hours because they've got nothing better to do with their lives.. ( Read more... )