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[skramamme]

THIS JOURNAL IS FRIENDS ONLY

Please note; Some of the content contained herein may be triggering- feel free to contact me if you have any concerns.

Leave a comment if you would like to be added ♥

And please, don't add me randomly as I will not add you back- that means you, spambots!

Drug policy should be based on science, not ideology

Comments

[bbabii]

Hey hun thanks for your last post.. I just couldn't stick around... its so weird when people say I enjoy talking/reading/seeing or whatever it is to me.. I always feel like no one really cares and am so surprised when they say those things.. kind of hurts me to think about it because then I think jeez Nelly you really have blown your self esteem to pieces huh!.... oh well I guess everyone feels this way on some level...
ANYWAYS...

thanks for your post I really felt better I think I just needed to cry it off...

take care hun

Nelly

[bbabii]

Thanks so much for your support its so nice to hear from people who actually care..
anyways sweetheart..
bbabii@gmail.com

add me..
xoxox

How's that for timing?

[cookiz]

Did you notice that we both posted responses to eachother in different postings at the same time AND wrote basically the same advice? lol

hello dear :)

[superstar_chloe]

i just read something that you wrote on proana and it was really sad... but seriously, it was exactly how i feel. the thing im most scared of is.. me, i guess. i think i too am 'wired' wrong. i dont feel normal... i wouldnt call myself a normal girl. ive always been wrong. ive always felt theres something wrong with me. and i dont know why because ive never had anything seriously awful happen to me, ive done it all myself. ive never even been badly bullied or anything, so i have no idea where my extreme self-hate comes from. but my whole life, ive felt just.. dirty. wierd and dirty. talking to normal people makes me feel worse. feel like i owe them. feel like they are annoyed at having to be around me. far out i do go on!!

anyway
i thought perhaps we could be friends?
maybie?
im new to LJ. i dont really understand how to use it yet.. and im australian. my name is chloe

xoxox

Re: hello dear :)

[skramamme]

Hello! I am from Aus too! I live near Melbourne, and sure add me and I'll add you back.
Hope you're doing ok,
emma xox

[aesalinger]

Hello, I'm Amy, could I please add you?

[skramamme]

Hi Amy,
Please don't think I'm being rude, I don't have a problem either way with you adding me, but why? I haven't seen anything in your profile that has much in common with mine. I gather you are quite health conscious and belong to positive sites that promote a good body image. I am certainly not cool with my body, I hate it more often than not. And whilst I don't catagorise my sexuality I am (currently) in a straight, monogomous relationship, so the ftm stuff doesn't really connect with me (except for the fact that being a woman sucks alot of the time, but I think I'd rather be adnrogynous rather than overtly masculine... David Bowie at his asexual best lol)
Anyway, again, please don't think I'm being rude, I guess I just don't get why you would want to add me, when I appear to be the antithisis of what you are interested in.
Love to get a response btw.
Curiously yours,
skramamme

[aesalinger]

Hehe, I see your point.
I took down all the superfluous info in my profile some time back, when I was being harrassed by psycho ex-friends.
I suffer from anorexia, on and off for the last 5 years. I belong to health-positive sites because I try to recover and I find those sites can be helpful sometimes. I have another journal where I belong to all those ana sites, but I decided to add you to this one because I don't really update the other one.
FTM refers to gender, not sexuality. I am the partner of a Female To Male transexual, meaning Male. I too am in a straight, monogamous relationship. I am very feminine and I noticed you like fashion(correct me if I am wrong), as do I.
My partner and I, like you, also have a daughter, who will be turning 8 in May. I hope that answers your questions! :)