fuck.

i gave myself a concussion at the strawman show tonight. derrrrr

i have officially been kicked out of my house. this should be a fun few weeks.

my confidence is at an all time low. lately i've just been an emotional and nervous wreck and i'm getting upset (see: usually overreacting) about weird things. i feel bad for Nat because she has to put up with me being emotionally retarded. its also unnerving because, as you may know, this is TOTALLY unlike me. i'm really hoping this is some weird ( Read more... )

bleargghghafafha

a lot of things are changing. i'm excited about most of it. fingers crossed that everything stays the course.

so yesterday was probably the weirdest day of my life.. it sucked too, but everything was more epicly weird than brutal ( Read more... )

lately i've felt really empty.
i think its a lack of social interaction. i miss my friends.

so i've had tonsillitis/strepmosh for a week and a bit now. i feel so gross. and by gross i mean i can't swallow. bleh. i think im getting worse.

i can't believe i'm crying over this.

i have to stop throwing my fucking guitars.