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[skratchnsniff]

second night in the new place. just got the cable stuffs hooked up today. a few days behind with reading about y'alls lives. it's 3am...i'd get totally caught up but i'm just pooped, yo. gotta get some sleep and then do some stuff for school. i feel like i'm abandoning this place, though really i'm not...i've just been busy and well i got

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[tricksantiks]

ugh...I'm about to run over and sign new papers for a new place too.

yay moving!

[skratchnsniff]

i hate moving. the packing and unpacking and the adjustment period (which really is just when i'm still unpacking and can't find shit when i need it). finally got the last carload tonight. now all that's left is to get my recliner and standing fan and the stuff my dad is bringing up in a u-haul from my storage, then i'll be set. (and i'll still probably just sleep on my futon couch in the front room, heh).

[_ruse]

glad to see you are, in fact, as you say: alive. :)

I know all too well about the torture of distance; particularly when the other person is right next to me.

[skratchnsniff]

yes, alive...though things could always be better. oh the insecurities love causes...drives me mad i tell you, mad. indeed, it's at its worst when the other is immediately next to you. i think that mainly my insecurities are plaguing me right now because a) well i haven't actually met him in person yet, heh...but there's something there...we can hear it in each other's voices and the conversations we have and b) it's still in that new phase, where you're still finding the others habits as they come into play (it's not that i need to speak to him everyday, though it would be lovely to wake up beside him every morning just to smile at him and say hello, but it's the frustration in the adjustment that comes after that initial buzz when you're constantly on the phone and in contact because you want to savor every possible moment and you're still not sure/trying to "hook" the other person back...with the distance i need somewhat frequent contact to keep my mind assured that things are still set (even if it's in wet cement at this point

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[skratchnsniff]

hrm well that's odd, cause i don't know of how or when i've violated the tos and i don't have any problems with people on lj that i know of. i tried to look at the link you provided but it said it was a protected entry. mind telling me what it said about me?