wow, i went 4 whole days without coming to livejournal. i think that's a record. went down to my dad's on wednesday. i like driving at night. oddly the entire time i was down there i went to bed early and got up early. thursday went to have my car looked at, the guy said i shouldn't even have them check it out after he drove around with me. ( Read more... )

just another reminder (to myself, so i can see through the rose-tinted glasses and fuzzy feelings of actually being family) that my mom is just as shitty a mom today as she was when she wasn't around back in the day ( Read more... )

my mother's boyfriend is here and spending the night. i'd be cool with this if i didn't have to hear her talk in her babytalk voice and listen to the smack of their lips as they kiss. i don't even like having to listen to that shit with my friends...and it just makes it worse that its my damn mother ( Read more... )

went to bed at 6am. bad timing since it takes me about 45 minutes to fall asleep and my mom got up at 6:20. fell asleep around 7am. have some things i need to take care of today so i wanted to get up before i was totally rested seeing as totally rested would mean i'd wake up at about 4pm. somehow i didn't think that 11:30 would be the time i'd ( Read more... )

remember how i talked about having done that photoshoot for a local salon and getting my hair dyed and cut...well i finally got the cd of the pictures in the mail. out of about 50 pictures there are 5 i actually like, hahaha.

for peeektures go here cause at the moment the way i wanted to put them in this post isn't working out ( Read more... )

i saw this in damnportlanders and when reading it i honestly almost cried. hi, i'm a big sappy, romantic who's on an emotional rollercoaster right now and things that i hold dear hit hard in an oddly nostalgic way ( Read more... )

ya know i do the ebay thing because it's fun and most of the time i can get the shit i want for like 60% of what it would cost me if i went to the store and bought it. plus browsing all the shoes is a good time killer for those nights when i'm bored as fuck and not tired ( Read more... )

the preliminaries of the preliminary results are in ( Read more... )

so here it is, the dream analysis paper i half assed and wished i wouldn't have because it felt so unfinished in analysis. it's definitely begging for several edits and rearrangements to produce more clarity and flow as it's quite disjointed.

"Fear of Drowning in Femininity"

( quasi intro )

just finished my paper after starting it at 3am. hey i woulda started it earlier but i was talking to the dreamboat a few posts back, hahaha ( Read more... )