i hate that feeling that comes upon me sometimes:
a nagging disquiet, a sense of something done
or failed to do, that persists despite all
attempts to soothe it.

and there is nothing left to try but sleep, if
sleep can be had at all...

jesu is fucking amazing.

my job sucks ass. in two weeks of actually working with clients, i have been ( Read more... )

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fog makes a dreamspace of the landscape
such that upon waking i am lost in memories
of this world and the other
her dark eyes haunt me
the moment, exquisite
excruciating in its intensity
of longing, reaching through
the clouds that surround us
lost among the trees
wandering the barren white
frozen yet melting

her rime
makes
glass of trees

grass crunches
underfoot

her kisses
strip
away the old

hiding
seeds of next
'neath the mirror's glare

she is the preserver

Objective: To be gainfully employed.

Qualifications:
- Have full mobility.
- Currently functioning without use of intoxicants.
- 10+ years experience figuring things out, with no prior training and little or no help from others.

Experience: One pointless job after another, working for employers that didn't seem to understand ( Read more... )