I Read the News Today, Oh, Boy...

[skulkings]

It has been a ridiculously long time since I've posted here on LJ.

However, I was reading Maggie McNeill's blog and the first item in her news column stopped me cold. It read, "R.I.P. Amber Rayne

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[boobie_tassels]

I saw on Facebook the other day. So sad. :( (Hi.)

[skulkings]

Hi.

By way of what-the-hell-happened-to-me...

My life endured a massive multi-year collapse, a nearly complete deconstruction. While I always knew it was coming, it was so much worse than I could possibly imagine. It just kept collapsing into the sub-basements, into the subway and down into hallow caverns in the earth. I'm now happier in a day-to-day sense than I have been in perhaps a decade, but I gained overnight gray hair and partial memory lapses to show for it.

I owe you a massive apology for abandoning StarDom and going incommunicado to boot. Exactly what I didn't want to do is exactly what I did. I'm sorry. I'll always regret it.

[msilverstar]

I am so sorry, you have my sympathy. My life has been depressed but not collapsed, I can only imagine.

[skulkings]

Oh, oh, oh. I can top myself! When the doorbell rings or someone knocks, particularly if they do both or knock very hard, I run and hide. Hopefully I can then sneak to the window and look and see if it is safe and then get the door.

Do you have any idea how difficult it is for me to receive packages? And I love packages. ;)

And yet, really, my mental state is so much better I can hardly compare.

So, thanks. Sympathy is appreciated.