SHY one, Shy one ( Read more... )

i hate anxiety. overall today was good. i want school to end, even though i need it to not end. if that makes any sense. Anyways ( Read more... )

i played pool last night. it was fun. i did pretty good.i have to go to work today and if anyone wants to go and keep me company and perhaps help(you dont have to if you dont want to) then please please please please be my guest. call my cell. i think i said this but, yeah prom was fun. i want to go cruising today but i dont think i am able to. and ( Read more... )

so today wasnt fun. went to lunch that was about it. i studied. as of right now i just dont know what to make of my situation. like my mind is not here right now. i cant even clearly remember what happened today. i remember taking a nap, the next thing i know the day had passed me by. eh. cheer me up now please.

there are officially two Starbucks standing directly across the street from eachother. yeah.

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i listend to across the universe just right now. and i closed my eyes and in the dark of the room with the tv on, and i turned it all the way up and blocked everything out of my mind. and like the flashes of light from the tv, were soo cool. i saw the light dancing in my eyes. it was awesome.

gotta find the passion gotta find the passion gotta find the passion gotta find the passion gotta find the passion gotta find the passion gotta find the passion gotta find the passion. the passion in my life. man im out of it.

i....
washed my car
went on important prom missions
and yeah.
went to the rally today. it was ok. nothing special. yeah. keep on trukin.

trippy.

we search and we search and we search, but how many of us actually find. how many of us find that thrill that passion that keeps us going. im not talking about drugs. im not talking about alcohol. in fact, i dont know what exactly im talking about, but whatever it is i hope i find it. because right now im just nothing. im a floating object moving ( Read more... )