I fell in love with the ocean all over again. I went to Capitola and the sky was dark but seemed to give out hope. It was so cold but I found warmth in my surrounding. And driving around looking at the stars has to be one of my top 5 things I absolutly adore doing. Not even talking.. but just driving around and taking it all in. I can:t even ( Read more... )

whoa. that made me cry.

alright fuck this. I was so ok. then you opened that damn fuckin door and now I:m screwed again. You took back your shit. which you were entitled to .. but you never did that before. Reality is kicking in and you are realizing we are fuckin broken. And the whole I got radder skin than you was all that was. It wasn:T about sharing or bonding it was ( Read more... )

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THE GIFT RESULTS:

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Whoa. My birthday week scored big on that list of things great about life. Thanx again to everyone who sent me shit. The bar of soap was so fucking clever!! And that card was so adorable.. even the lil stars inside that are now stuck all over my movie shelf.. THANX!! For everything else I was completely touched.
DISNEYLANDMassive hotel drama...so, ( Read more... )

now I:m off to san fran for a few days.. I feel like such an adventure bee.. ok that sounded lame but fuck off. A real post when I return.. I:m so behind in LJ.. eepers

I missed the MY RUIN show in HOLLYWOOD.. which was the biggest let down of my out of town adventure. I was more pissed at myself for buying the tickets in advance than I was actually missing the show. Wait.. no .. no I wasn:t. heh. Those disney folks on prozac aren:t really the nicest people in the world. I swear they kept ordering me not to do " ( Read more... )

I miss San Francisco already.. and I was suppose to go to the chuck e cheese in San Jose and that didn:t end up happening.. and I usually go to San ho once a month.. and I:m itchin to go. heh. Thank god for LA.. hopefully being in a big city this weekend will put my mind at ease. I CAN:T WAIT FOR DISNEYLAND!!