I'm really good at saying EXACTLY the wrong thing. It's like, I think evil thoughts and I am not capable of 're-wording' them into something that sounds nicer. D'oh.
anyway.
What time is the party? I've been feeling like shit, getting no sleep...and I work that day. Yaddayaddayadda...so what time, i'll let you know.
sorry to hear it's tough for you. i've been in a similar place; for me, it felt like i was sitting in the back of my brain, and i saw the options for being nice and being a complete bitchhole, and i couldn't help but be the bitchhole. i was sad; i could actually tell people "it's no fun being an asshole. i don't like it."
the party is saturday at noon, at the grove of state trees in the national arboretum. (links in my most recent entry) there are going to be a few other people who can't join me, so i'm considering maybe doing an alternate-night with a smaller crowd next week, maybe monday night.
i'd love to meet you, of course, whether or not you hate yourself and feel horrible that day. i won't try to force you to be happy or anything, but i always act a little silly around people i've not met before.
um, yeah. sucks, yo. feel better when you can. *hug*
Not at all... just honest..termitesgraffixAugust 7 2004, 18:53:01 UTC
I have always been about saying what I think, without thought. Heh, you know that very well about me. You are you and that is what I love about you. No doubt we have had some bad calls and "conversations" but hey, what is learning when you don't make mistakes. Lake monday, Indian resturant and tea... paddle boats and little bubbles from the beneath...
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and hey, are you coming to my birthday party? it'll be this saturday; more info in my journal tomorrow.
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anyway.
What time is the party? I've been feeling like shit, getting no sleep...and I work that day. Yaddayaddayadda...so what time, i'll let you know.
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the party is saturday at noon, at the grove of state trees in the national arboretum. (links in my most recent entry) there are going to be a few other people who can't join me, so i'm considering maybe doing an alternate-night with a smaller crowd next week, maybe monday night.
i'd love to meet you, of course, whether or not you hate yourself and feel horrible that day. i won't try to force you to be happy or anything, but i always act a little silly around people i've not met before.
um, yeah. sucks, yo. feel better when you can. *hug*
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I feel so weird saying that. the bitch part. not the love part.
or the spanking part. *spank*
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Lake monday, Indian resturant and tea... paddle boats and little bubbles from the beneath...
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