Tuesday night

[skunk237]

one of the problems with truck drivers is the lack of human interaction. so much of our belief-structure is based on audio input rather than social interactivity. Rush Limbaugh comes to mind

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[catchfuscia]

In confidence? First of all, I was not aware that that should have been in confidence. Second of all, that which you told me crossed personal boundaries for me.

Have you ever stopped to think that maybe this isn't some "judge Michael" happy fun-time game? That maybe your BEHAVIOR might have had some little thing to do with it? I'm sorry that I didn't go about expressing myself in the best way possible. Hell, I'm sick as shit right now so this probably also isn't the best response possible. Did you ever stop to think that maybe I felt betrayed by what you told me? That I had stuck up for you when people had accused you of that kind of thing and that maybe I felt manipulated by you?

[skunk237]

of course my behaviour has a VERY large part to do with it. absolutely. what i did concerning the thing i told you was WRONG and i'm very ashamed of it. it's very unfortunate that you don't seem to remember my sense of shame as i was telling you just as much as it's unfortunate that you don't remember your promise to me to keep it in confidence (just the very NATURE of the topic screams confidentiality). all you seem to remember is what i told you (and i wonder how much of that story has changed, if any, with the passage of time). and i'm sorry. i'm sorry i didn't know that something like this would open old wounds or cross personal boundaries with you or make you feel betrayed or that i was manipulating you. how could i have known? you kept your silence on the matter until it was past the breaking point for you. because you couldn't see the point. still, it was my mistake to begin with and it was my mistake for telling you about it. the parties involved have forgiven me, but i still apologize to you