I'm feeling better... no longer wanting to kill those I care about. I've just been stressed, and needed to vent... Thanks for listening Kris... I guess that's why you're still my best friend. Good news... I don't have to babysit on Saturday like originally thought ( Read more... )

Thigns have been going well. Craig and I finally got moved into our new place... it's a bit out there but it's still great. I'm so very happy with Kris right now that I sometimes worry that something is going to come along to end it. Game is ok... playing a new character and realizing that I don't really have to go to a game if I don't care for it ( Read more... )

I had one hell of a weekend... more when I'm less sleep deprived...

I keep telling myself it's just my nerves... but it isn't working. Craig just asked me if I was sick, and I almost lost it... I need to go and get a definate answer ASAP so I can finally stop worrying. I'll be fine, I'm sure of it... If not, I have two great people who will be there for me.

PS- Because I feel like it, I'm screening comments...

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After the odd ass week I've had, I need some downtime. I've got some shit to take care of that I really don't want to deal with but must anyway. I'll have my phone off most of the weekend, but will be cecking periodically. So call, and I promise I'll get back to you. To those of you I have had to cancel plans on, I'm terribly sorry. Please ( Read more... )

Life's been one big fucking mind fuck lately. Robert absolutely adores me, which I feel is undeserving. I really don't want to hurt him, but I still fear it'll go down that way. Stephen totally flipped out at me and made me feel horrible. Kris saved the day by picking me up and having me spend time with him. Thank you Kristopher, I love you more ( Read more... )

Ok, so I have like 4 hours of sleep before I must get up for a full day's work... I hate life so much right now.

Yesterday I a dozen long stemmed roses we delivered to my place. Robert was the one who had sent them. I told him that I'm not worth spending that much money on, but he doesn't believe me. Maybe when he realizes that I'm just a doll he'll understand.

The roses are indeed beautiful... It's nice to feel loved.

*Blushes*

I'm waaaaay too happy these days. Apparently I'm also too violent... oh well! I just hope that I don't hit that invisible wall that always manages to cut my happiness short. Wish me luck my Loves...