ahhh thank god for winter break. today was ok. all the roads were frozen over so i didn't get to see tyler like i wanted.  That's ok.  Then i dressed up all pretty and went and saw the nutcracker!

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This week has been amazing!!! So yesturday i got a car!! and then today i swam really good! 200free in 2:10 and then the 100 in 58.78! Which is really good! Im very happy. Im also very tired so this is the update. <3<3<3

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Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of

i'm getting into you
because you got to me
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into you
because i've got to be
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one month!!!!

the feel of your skin,

the touch of you,

everything is always as it should be.

I never want anyone else.

I don't everytime after you leave.

You are the only one i ever want.

And everythime someone else touches me.

I want it to be you.

And you consume my mind.

and my dreams.

you are simply amazing,

and im thankful for you always being there.

I have more than I ever could have asked for

SO i think i can say that as of right now, i am happy. And i mean honestly really happy. I haven't cried since wednsday. that is an amazing thing. Tyler is amazing. Saturday night was amazing. I hadnn't had that much fun in such a long time. I could honestly be myself and it wasn't just because of the alcohol! Dancing in coconuts was amazing ( Read more... )

I hate ansomnia. I've been trying to go to sleep for over an hour and just cna't fall asleep. And i have to wake up at 5:30 for swim team. Shit.

I hate sunday hangovers