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When I close my eyes to blink it's like... I don't want to open them back up because it's too exhausting to deal with a reality this painful.
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Really depressed
It's just kind of a state now. Like I give up on thoughts in my head before I even let myself think them - I don't let myself think, that's the thing. Because as awful as I feel now, if I thought, if I let my mind wander, I'd really sink into the black hole of misery... as it is now, I just make myself move to the next topic... Step on each tile ( Read more... ) -
I am really sad
and I don't feel much like putting in the effort to make myself happy.
I'm caught up in math, thank god.
Still have the essay to do for English. I've probably got twice as much in notes as I will end up actually turning in, but for some reason I can't make my brain string things together properly.
Actually, it's been like this all day. Just... ( Read more... ) -
The thing in my mind now...
... is that he was gone for a long time, but now he's dead and gone, and there's a difference, and I don't understand it yet.
My thought is... I remember the dad I loved (like our family's trip to NYC in 1999), and I feel like I lost that dad a long time ago - and I did, but in a sense, he was still around. Like a ... well, what comes into my mind ( Read more... ) -
Dad's dead
Not unexpected, but not welcome either.
I'm not feeling anything yet.
Listening to Njonavelin
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this made me laugh and feel better.
Ken and I broke up. He is taking it better than I expected, and I am taking it worse than I expected.
an old reddit funny post but it really cracked me up -
Right now
Ken and I are watching "Drive" (yhe movie)
I love it so far. Very visually stimulating.
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A letter
Language does this to our memories - simplifies, solidifies, codifies, mummifies. And oft-told story is like a photograph in a family album; eventually, it replaces the moment it was meant to capture."
This is from her new book, "We Are All Beside Ourselves". I've only just started but I like it so far, and that line was so poetic I just had to send ( Read more... ) -
Re: Teen STD billboard.
There is this ... thing going around town putting up billboards that say things like "1 in 4 Teen Girls has an STD!" - their website is MyBodyMyFuture.com (ugh) so I commented on one of those posts. Here is the link to their post with my comment.
My Body My Future Takes Its Message To The Streets
In case they delete it, here is what I wrote.
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