Turn heavy hearts into feathers.

[skybeats]

leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. say anything. tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. tell me anything. tell me what you really think of me or yourself. anything

Comments

[anonymous]

Sometimes I'm afraid of not being good enough.

No, make that always.

[skybeats]

Uhn. That's not a good feeling at all, ne. Does it hinder you from being yourself or who you want to be?

[anonymous]

Not at all, it isn't. I don't think it hinders me from being myself, but being who I am? Maybe. I keep telling myself I can do better, but yet... I'm stuck.

[skybeats]

There's that little sentence I always tell myself whenever I'm scared of something. 'I can do it!'. It's really simple and doesn't even sound as strong and good as I'd like it to right now, but it helps. hehe Striving for getting better (in all kinds of ways of course!) is good and important, but uh maybe just focusing on actually doing it might ease the pressure a little? Not getting 100% on a test, but only 65%. It's still okay! For now.

In case you simply wanted to get it out there.. ignore my ranting. (laugh) I was unable to stop myself, sorry.

[anonymous]

When I'm with you it feels like something clicked into place that hasn't been right in a long time. I can share the quirks of me that I'd never share with most other people. I don't know how to describe it, but that it's a bunch of little things about you or little things you do that add up to this one big thing.

[skybeats]

I hope that one big thing doesn't scare you.

[anonymous]

It doesn't. It makes me very happy. I hope I can return the feeling to you sometime, even if it's just in a small way.

[skybeats]

Good. (laugh) Usually big things are scary, ne. You already have, in a way, by telling me. (^^)

[anonymous]

The other night, someone took something from me. They took a lot of things from me.

I don't know if I want to live anymore.

[skybeats]

Of course you still want to live. There are so many things someone can take from you, but no one is able to steal your will to live.

That said, I'm sorry to hear that. You probably can't tell them to give those things back, huh.

[anonymous]

They took my security from me. My dignity. My love for myself. They took away my safe place where I can go to be alone. They took away my control and made me their object.

I could never get those things back.

[skybeats]

Ah...

I can't and won't dismiss this as something that isn't all that bad. It sounds terrifying, honestly. You can't get them back, not from them. But these things, too, are something no one can completely take away from you. It must be hard, I am not able to imagine the way you are feeling right now, but as long as you believe in yourself, one day, you'll get those things back. They are still inside of you, trust me on that one.

Are you still meeting them? You should definitely get away from them.

[anonymous]

Seeing as you are a guy, your opinion would be more valid. How do girls get out of the friend zone?

[skybeats]

Tell the guy you like him. It's the only way for either man or woman to get a chance to escape the friend zone.

If it changes anything is another thing of course...

[anonymous]

I know I'm the worst kind of person and it hurts. But I don't know how to change.

[skybeats]

They always say realizing your mistake is the first step, right? While I wouldn't call your whole problem a mistake.

It depends on what kind of 'worst kind of person' you are.... but as long as you want to change, you should be able to achieve it. If you're super selfish, try putting others first, keep constantly thinking about how you want to put others first. That's just an example of course.