Did I really audition to star in this drama?

[skyboy_blue]

to be nobody but yourself, in a world which is doing it's best, night and day, to make you everybody else, means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting

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[tylerscience]

Hey, saw the news this morning... looks like they were pretty far east of the city?

[skyboy_blue]

They were on the outbound leg of the instrument approach pattern. All indications show that they hit the house at full speed. The investigation is currently underway. In short, there's all kinds of drama going on.

Re: This is what I was I have been saying about my universe being out of wack...

[skyboy_blue]

The sympathy is appreciated...It looks like the accident was fairly quick and painless, relatively speaking.

I feel like my life has turned into a constant session of self reflection. Reality has been checking in with me like an overly insecure girlfriend. Too often and too much at once. Agreed on there being lots of unforseen things on the radar screen. Wish I could fly under the radar for a while. The renewed sense of self may set in if I had at least just a small plateau of non event. I can't wait for the distraction that is to delight my mind from the present moment. It's been a LONG time since I've had anything in my life set in stone. It would be interesting to see how life interprets the astrology reading, even if it's a little bit correct. Sounds like you may have some romance coming your way if your astrology matches any of your gut feelings.

Re: This is what I was I have been saying about my universe being out of wack...

[skyboy_blue]

It is so hard to try and figure out how much we are to read into any situation. Especially for me, due to the fact that I believe in taking things at face value as much as possible. Doing so seems to accomplish one of two things. It either prevents mind games or turns people's own games around on themselves.

As far as fate/destiny is concerned...I can be such a clueless idiot when it comes to deciphering love interests. It is frightening how right on astrology can be. It many times is way beyond matching a vague statement with situation that has broad meanings. Some crazy shit. Maybe some matchmaking (except with car crash!) is just what the doctor ordered for me. I've been out of the loop long enough that a little jump start couldn't hurt. It always has amazed me that many of the best relationships do come out of some of the most understated situations. Go figure...