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[skyburnsred]

I've been home in Jersey since Monday, and even though this is supposed to be "home," I feel lost in my own skin. I offered to stay the week now that my gram is out of the hospital. It's nice being able to help my family out, considering all they have done (and continue to do) for me. But simply put, I hate it here. I'm sure a lot of those feelings

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[slutkissbliss]

Well that makes ME happy.

March isn't too far away. You can always decide to change your mind.

[_timewellwasted]

oooof. that's a shitty decision to have to make. what's the actual distance between york and where you're at in jersey? and what's the job?

being an adult blows, my friend.

[skyburnsred]

Yeah... York is around 2 hours away from Lawrenceville. And after being apart for this week, I know how miserable I would be without Noah for several months (except weekends or whatever). The job would be as an assistant webmaster for the state's military and veterans website. I did the exact same job after my freshman year and it was just boring enough to meet my standards.

Apparently as of today though, my dad is no longer sure they are going to allow him to hire anyone, even as a temporary position. But now I found another job at Princeton University working as the assistant in the writing department that would actually be pretty perfect for me...if I would actually want to move home.

Which I don't.

So I'm stuck making a decision I really don't want to make, because in the end I will either be disappointing my parents, or disappointing myself. Grrr.