There is nothing like a sketchy house show/party to kick off good times. I think the sing alongs and dancing after the show was pretty much the most fun I have had in months. I can't believe how amazing we are a being so awesome. I sure am going to miss you guys. You should miss me too because that would be cool. Now it is time for sleepy.

My Dad, Erik, and I went to San Marcos last night so I could be at orientation this morning at 7 a.m. I got all signed up for classes and such which was pretty cool I guess. I think I am going to minor in writing instead of business. I think I will make my decision through out this next semester. So now I guess I just go on tour and rock it out ( Read more... )

My sleep schedule has been pretty screwed up lately. I don't like falling asleep anymore but sometimes I can't stand being awake. I wish I was in a place where I could lay down in my bed knowing that when I waske up the world wouldn't be such a different place. Right now I am only sure of a few things and those things are enough to keep going. ( Read more... )

The past few day have been quite an adventure. I have actually been able to get my lay ass out of the house and hang out with people who are so wonderful. First Becca and Bowsh Attack came over and hung out the other night and Adam ended up staying over the same night. I remember two summers ago when it felt like I lived with him because we ( Read more... )

We are broken and banished.
We are lost and searching.
We are fearful and weak.
We are all that we have.

There was a time in my life when I knew everything that I needed to know. This time was a representation of my security and youth. I was at peace and I was alive. Its seems that as I have grown I am able to find less and less of this inside of me. Since the first day that my heart has loved I have found so much peace and comfort within that ( Read more... )

"Remember to let her into your heart, then you can start to make it better"

Words that rings so true to my ears and seem to burn all of the ways that I have created this place.

What if I was extraordinary? Would the world be a different place? Would I seek truth and faith? Would I try to make a difference? Would there be a lonely moment or would I become everything that you need? Would I find a way to see inside myself? Could I find it in my heart to understand the way you move?

So I took an online I.Q. test about a year ago and I scored a 118 or so. I just finished another online I.Q. test and I scored a 135. I know it means nothing but hey it makes me feel smart. The irony is I had to drop my summer school class today. I hope you are all doing well. Peter if you ever read these silly things I hope tour is great and I ( Read more... )

Today began with fighting off my wake up call from Mom and Dad. I was suppose to be up and ready to go bust out a slab of concrete in some guys back yard today. After I finally managed to get out of bed I sat up disgusted for a few moments realizing how many things lay ahead today. As I was working I felt numb and lifeless as usual but this ( Read more... )