Happy Birthday to me! ^___^;;
OMG :D So my uncle, aunt, grandparents, seconc cousin, other auntn and godparents called to wish me HB.
On top of that, the two forums I frequent made HB topics and at ARPS the banner was changed by Iman and Andrew made me an avvy! I'm really happy to have good friends like that.
Not to mention my fawesome gifts:
Pita Ten manga vol. 1 :3 :3 :3
Discworld, the Color of Magic
A thermos for tea <3
The Best of Paganini CD
And pizza and cake tonight 8D
I love today.
I have a sore throatish. I might go to the doctor, just to make sure it isn't something I have to treat.
Lots of Spanish to do D:
Ugh.
I was just -unintentionally- really rude to my brother. I was playing piano, and he offered to help me with one part I was obviously doing incorrectly, and I was a stubborn asshat and basically told him to fuck off. ("I don't need your help.")
The worse part of it is that recently he quit piano, and he's been through some shit himself (Depression). It's really sad to see him away from the piano since he's been playing ever since I remember. I've wanted to help him re-discover music, but by being such a jackass I hurt his feelings and pushed him away further.
I apologized to him, and he seems alright.
But it's not just this. I've been more irritable than usual lately. More angry. More hateful.
Mom thinks it might be a side effect of the heart medication, and she's tracking it.
I hate hurting the people around me that I love. Especially my brother, he's ALSO my best friend and the most important person in the world to me.
I just have to control myself more, and not be such an arrogant bastard.
Edit: I also noticed I swear more. A lot more than I used to. Even in this post >_>