I never look forward to this season. In the summer I laugh about things that I know will culminate in the next few days, and in the fall I'm too busy to remember it, but christmas hits me, every year, like a train. Not a week ago everything was peachy, great, wonderful, I was happy. Now, I can't wait for this fucking season to be over ( Read more... )

oh shit. I just lost the game ( Read more... )

So, it's official. Josh's first ever real relationship is over. It lasted 6 (six) whole days. *confetti and noisemakers*

WHY do boys ALWAYS find a way to FUCKING DISAPPOINT ME?!?

Day 1-3: mutual cuteness, laughing, blushing, having a jolly old time, the whole deal. Cuddling, kisses, whatever.

Day 4: Shitty news for boyfriend. Very sad, tried to get in ( Read more... )

Weird dream.

So there's this boy, David, and for some reason he's being hunted by this attractive older man (think mid 30's), and when I say attractive I mean breathtaking. David keeps disappearing from his hiding spots before I can get to him to help protect him, and I'm on the prowl to find him before the hunter does.

I'm driving around and I see ( Read more... )

So today I worked up the courage to ask Colin to "go steady"
Yeah, I'm a dork, and I said "would you like to see each other exclusively".
And he said yes.

This is possibly the best day ever.

. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

MY LIFE AS A SOUNDTRACK

Opening Credits: Just like January - Melissa O'Neill

Waking Up: Shining ( Read more... )

Found this in my old entries, thought I would give it a bit of a revival. We'll see how that goes

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
4) Delete a useless or unnecessary item from earlier in the list.
5) Tag five LJ friends.

* I miss somebody right now ( Read more... )

Just when I think everything's fine and dandy, he finds some way to fuck me right up ( Read more... )

So my friend Bobby, his friend Nick has a friend Ian who is gay. and cute. and I may have a crush on him (regardless of my feelings for Justin). Well, Ian also has a boyfriend. But they're on the rocks apparently. I feel bad for feeling good about that ( Read more... )

Everyone says the truth hurts, but no one really understands just how much it does. It's not a burning hurt, it's not an axe wound, it's not slitting your wrists... it's a slow, careful, precise cut with the finest scalpel, not into your body, not into your mind, not into your heart, but straight into your soul ( Read more... )