shoot me

[skylerwhite]

im getting to the point where i dont even want to get out of bed in the morning, no matter how much i try to make good things happen, only bad seems to go my way, i cant get the help i need when i need it, i cant do the things i need to do with out it, there is just so manything in my life that seem to keep holding me down, i feel as though i have

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[little_tanky]

the point is... i love you! you need to come and spend a quiet weekend at my place. Just come and get away from everything.. we will watch horrible b-movies and play silly board games and just have fun! you need it! XOXOXOX

[skylerwhite]

i wish i could, cuz it would make me happy, but right now i cant even get off the couch, my back and legs gave out a few days ago and i fell off some steps, and i sprained my knee and my ankle and i got a hairline fracture, so im stuck at my folks house on the couch till i go to the dr. so yea, but maybe when i can drive again :)

[little_tanky]

i hope so... I am sorry you are broken!!!!

[little_tanky]

are you using the pain killah pillah???? :o)

[bassrocks]

The point is that eventually it has to get better. I am right there with you and I totally understand having those days when nothing goes right and you can't see anything beyond the pain, but it will get better. You have a good job waiting for you (one that understands bad backs), you are moving in with us (I am not sure if this is a plus for you, but I am excited), you have good friends, Molly, and a trip to the jacuzzi planned for when you get back here. You will make it, I promise.

Didn't you give me this pep-talk this morning?

[skylerwhite]

this is why i keep you around haha, someone has to pep me up hahahaha :) i am excited, i just hate having to sit here and wait, its making me misserable, although i did find a soccer game on Tv and i love Soccer, and when i get home and get money, we are going to the Gym! im sure getting back to the gym will raise my spirits

[bassrocks]

When you get back here we will have a good boy's weekend. We will take a family trip to LA to check out the best store in the world (or at least the best store available to us), then we will go to the jacuzzi and chill. Then the next day we can get Lori to get us in to her gym on a guest pass and then have a poker night or something. We will get your mind off of being bummed.

[skylerwhite]

thats the best thing i have heard in a long time, ill have to find my swim gear shorts and my wife beater or t shirt haha but yea, i think that is an awsome idea but before we get guest passes, lets make sure i can walk lol