this is weird to say, but I never would have thought that my life would ever take this kind of change. I expected to be a certain way. This isn't an expression of remorse but, okay I'll break it down
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We were eating at pickup sticks and got into really weird arguments over my beliefs. From factory farming to children, he was so frustrated with how I feel and what I'm doing with my life. I was cool but offended the entire time
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Andres actually bought stuff I picked out... but only the soft shirts and jeans. Now his jeans actually fit. And he's wearing shoes without leather. This is quiet a leap for him and he hasn't complained other than the occasional "Are you fucking kidding me? NO, that's hideous."
Watching him get off the plane was intense. I ran out to him but guys in uniform told me I had to stay behind this invisible line. He walked up to me and we hugged and didn't let go for about 20 minutes
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I feel like I'm fucking dieing. I miss being held and seeing his expressions. I miss holding him and his beautiful laugh and the way his eyes crinkle when he smiles. His crows feet are actually why I was initially interested.