Ok, so this is how it goes. Word for word, the complete and total truth, and if you don't belive me, well all I can say is you should. Because this is my last fighting effort to make things right. I'm a little tired of apologizing for nothing, so I'll skip that part, because I'm not sorry anymore. But anyways, I never said I hated anyone ( ( Read more... )

I am a heartbreaker, I'm a horrible girlfriend, blah blah blah. Well no more boyfriends for me for awhile, I don't feel like having the comitment, I know I've made promises, but lucky for us life isn't perfect, and neither am I, so this is the one time where I am intentionally going to break a promise, and tell you no. I don't want to be in a ( Read more... )

Since I missed the memo that says we can't talk about our feelings in the 21st century, I suppose typing them will have to do. Actually all I need to say is this: It SERIOUSLY annoys me when people dwell on their problems. Do you realize that there are billions of people in this world and I'd say its pretty safe to say that most of them have bigger ( Read more... )

I REALLY DON'T CARE! Hahaha. I'm feeling extra bitchy today so let me just dish this out real quickly like so I can go destroy something of more importance.  I am not in the mood to talk, I haven't even been home for most of the day so the fact that ALL of you called multiple times over and over meant nothing and good job for wasting your energy. ( Read more... )

I have come to the ever boring conclusion that the world is nothing but dissapointment. Our lives are nothing but dissapointment etc... Dissapointment in ourselves, in our relationships (family, friends, other), in our commitments, in our religion, in our entire state of being. I mean your born and you live, being dissapointed with only a few ( Read more... )

Ok, so today was the cookout for youth group, and afterwards me and Steven went golfing, no big thing, it happens a lot. So on the way home Steven gets all quiet, and I'm like "Whats up?" and he says I have a secret. Well, if you know me you know that I can't stand a secret whatsoever, so I kept pushing and pushing until he told me. He was like "My ( Read more... )

So tonight is the BIG night. At precisely 11:30 pm my ass is going to the church to load up the van with useless luggage, then we are all going to chill at Franks house until 3am at which point we'll be loading ourselves onto the bus, and heading to Louisville to embark a journey in which we may never return. And no, I'm not talking about the plane ( Read more... )

So this is how I look at it: I can't make everyone happy, and lucky me, I have someone who loves me enough to wait for me to get my shit taken care of.

That was my thought of the day, anywho. X-3 KICKS ASSSSSSSSSSS, and if you don't plan on seeing it, trust me when I say, do it anyways you pussy. It could be the best movie I've seen since V for ( Read more... )

agentsammy2001: i don't want to know about your past. Those who don't LEARN from the past are doom to repeat it. The special things about you are everything. I love the way you smile, i love the way you laugh and snort sometimes, i love how you laugh at my jokes even though most of them are pretty bad, i love the way you intently listen to me when ( Read more... )

Got a date a week from Friday with a preacher's son
Everybody says he's crazy
I'll have to see

I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came
I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves

I'm probably going on and on
It seems I'm doing more of that these day

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute ( Read more... )