Ok, I gave in. I smoked a ciggarette, and it was good. I am not sorry. But if you were me you would to. I am the last of the line, I found out today that ALL of my friends have had sex, all of them. Yes I got extremely close once but "somebody" couldn't get it up so I didn't, and it doesn't count. And now I am the only one left, and that puts quite ( Read more... )

So yeah today has just been super. I had to go home and change after school today because I stepped in a puddle and had rocky mud, and water up to my shnazz, and then we went to the mall, walked around for a little bit, ran into a bunch of people I don't like, well, minus Tasha, I like her. Then we went to Taco Bell, and today being NOT my day, I ( Read more... )

My Dad called last night, first time he's called in about 87650978560987 weeks. All he had to say was "Hey I found you a car, will you shut up now?" and so I had to squeal a little bit, I don't care if the car is ugly or not, I am getting one so PWAH. We talked about a lot of stuff, Brian, and Video games, and he made fun of my e-mail adress. And ( Read more... )

Right now my life = SUCKY. I have no clue why either, I think I need to ponder things less, and go with the flow more, because ultimately I end up being pissed for thinking too much. That makes no sense, but honestly I am so tired of bull shit. Speaking of bullshit, if you haven't heard the "new rumors" about me you absolutely must, because they ( Read more... )

I have been taking quizzes for the past hour and so far I have found out that : I am a loner, I am a bad kisser (poor brian), I would look cooler with green eyes, I am too shy, I am the comic relief in my group of friends (bullshit-most of my friends don't even like me)I am an overall mediocre, and boring person, I worry too much, and I can't find ( Read more... )

So I didn't even fathom how tired I was until I walked through my door this afternoon (the door I had to pick the lock to get open! lmao) and I ate a reecter bunny, and then collapsed on my couch. Haha. But wait until you hear why I'm tired and no don't say to yourself "self, I am going to stop reading Liz's lj, because all she is doing is ( Read more... )

So last night was probably the most fun I've had with anyone in months. And guess what we all had a blast without drugs, alcohol, or sex. Go figure. So PWAH. Today it was a little hard to get up though, but I mean it IS easter and I had to. Thats bad, but it's not like I ever actually want to go. I'm a bit upset because I have to go back tonight, ( Read more... )

Mmmk, lets look at the facts: You need to get out of my life...for rizzle dude. Because you are extremely close to ruining my current relationship and if you do I would have to kick your ass, because yeah...I would. Lmao. SO just go away and leave me alone, fuck whomever you want to baby because I honestly don't care ( Read more... )

Haha, when Brian dropped off Jacob today we passed the place where i first got "wasted" at and I giggled a bit. "TEll me hank why do your drink? Why do you roll smoke?" lmao. I miss that day. I don't miss the headache afterwards, and even though I know I looked like a retard, I miss just being wild and crzy and not caring what anyone thought of me ( Read more... )

See any good boobs lately...ha.

Here is a quote from my good friend Justin...yes he was drunk when he said it, but let me tell you it is the best piece of advice I have ever recieved and I will always remember it. I <3 you buddy ( Read more... )