Some times things happen in life that make you greatfull for what you have. The fire today definetly did that. Thinking about how glad I am that no one was hurt, that all that was damaged can be replaced. But you take a step back and you just say, how do I put things back together? We still have bills to pay, appointments to meet. Trying to get ( Read more... )

I hate when Mike and I try to have a important discussion and then for some reason we don't get very far.. It gets pushed aside for months. UGH

Just because a guy shows interest in you and starts making passes.. Does not mean he wants a relationship with you!! I know some people just need and crave attention but if you really want a serious relationship you shouldn't be taking every pass that comes at you with open legs. Its sickening... Have more respect for yourself.

too much going on I just want the normal repetition of things to come back.blah

Im really nervous about next semester and I really want to marry Mike.

Im a little pissed right now.. hopefully it doesnt last too long.

one down... no idea how many more to go..

It seems like as soon as things start getting crappy and stressful. something good happens. mikes loan came. 5 grand.. and mine will be here next month.. about 6 grand. so were getting bills paid.. and other things taken care of that we have been meaning to do. mike got new glasses, we got some of his books.. a new laptop so going to school online ( Read more... )

So I had a pretty cool dream last night and it really made me want to write a short story about it. Im just going to write the outline in here so I remember it and can make it into a complete story some day ( Read more... )

Im having one of those days where I just can't stop thinking...