Pardon the once-again sporadic updates from me. I've been a tad busy checking out what sleep's got to give. And I came back with questions that people usually have in their heads ( Read more... )

Remember what your parents told you (or maybe teachers?) about reading in between the lines? Sometimes, reading between the lines can lead to reading too much into the situation. Sometimes, the distance or the disinterest that you express could save yourself from plunging deeper into things unknown and best left unknown ( Read more... )

Recently, I realised that you've got to know what you want before you take any action. A slight bit of hesitance could cause you to lose what precious little you had to begin with. And actually, there're idiots out there in the world who're faking their way through life and you don't even know it ( Read more... )

it doesn't matter what we say. a lot of times what we say are just words to fill up the blanks in our lives. so you told me "I'd be there today" but you lied. so she said "I'd take care of him" but she lied too. then when will such lies cease to exist? it's as though lies need to emerge from our mouths so we can live a proper day without worry ( Read more... )

it's nights like this that I wonder why I'm not out gallivanting and finding who I am. holding your hand, staring out at the world defiantly just like someone with no worries in the world ( Read more... )

it could be the fact that we spend too short a time together with each other every time we meet. but when I think about you kissing me, hiding from the others because they'd just be a nuisance, I remember how easily I turn all wet and willing. ah such chopped up details.

how vivid dreams can get, when I can feel myself enveloped in your arms, and wishing that we could be even closer than we seemed to be - physically? then as the dream progresses, the reality seeps in, painfully as I awake, to find myself alone for the night.

and I can't fault you.

because I did things wrongly.

this place is now part reality part whimsical words. can you blame me when I need you so much? now I know the feeling of keeping behind a veil, so that hurt doesn't pierce through, and the truth is filtered to rosy colours. what a situation ( Read more... )

and I was thinking I needed to find my direction again.

it's this rollercoaster ride they call life.
they forgot to give me the safety belt.

what a wonderful world.

sometimes everything can go so right, but then you sit and think.
and wonder.. what's missing?

could it be the person you left behind?
or the words you did not say?

or just that lack of a smile?

maybe it's just you. then again. it could be me.