Living again.

[skywalker57]

I suppose i should start by saying that i'm home, which is good and bad I suppose. I think its true what they say, that you can never go home again, because I'm different. I can't feel the warmth that I once did, but I can't tell if that's because of the break up or not. It's been a month now, and i'm alone, feeling the same as I did on d-day. I

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hmmm, yes and no

[soldatdahimsa]

yes you argue the devils point on everything you little bitch, but that just means you have an acute sense of perception to detail. as for whether youll find love again or feeling guilty about losing faith, dont blame yourself. no one has lead a life where they havent lost a loved one or wondered if God was listening. I know this is tough on you, tougher than Ive ever known so im of little help. just know if you need us, we dont mind if you cry in front of us. hell, weve seen enough of "private" things in the past year.

transcending the dropped trousers

[anonymous]

chris,

i am here for you, i don't quite understand the greatest of your break up, but i do understand. it's hard, i am very lonely, i feel like i am alone too in this world. i want more than anything to have someone to talk to and be comfortable with. i don't want to start over or move on. i wanted things to stay the same, as they always were. but God said it was time. i feel as though it's all my fault, but a bandaid cannot cure this break heart. i am a strong person, but i need the support of my friends and family to help me though this. there is not a day that goes by that i don't think of the good times, i try not to cry, i need to get over it. love hurts, but we need it. if you need anything, i am here for you. i will not judge you.