What now ( Read more... )

Fuck everyone. Fuck everyone and their fucking stupid games ( Read more... )

So it's dawning. My end, tbe closing line of my hapiness. While I type this, she lays beside me, not in body but in something else, something that had been once strong but now wanes. Her breathing is soft, so relaxed. Indeed, it does me good to hear her. But like this, it will become a memory, a reminder of what I have done and lost. My sins will ( Read more... )

What the fuck..

I'm tired and just pissed. Can I do anything right? Can't draw anymore, can't even write like I used to. And ever notice when I do right, things always look the same? If you look up one line, there's usually the same word there. If you get what I'm saying. That, or I'm going insane. Which isn't that far from the truth ( Read more... )

It's cold out today but still nice. The sun is out and the sky is blue, flawless with no clouds, like some calm ocean. Funny that, how certain things trigger memories. A warm summer breeze, smell of flowers and dawn's infancy. Just commenting on random thoughts ( Read more... )

When something goes wrong, I act suprised. Why? Apart of me, the one I loathe and at the same time, need to respect and seek counsel from; the thing that tells me when the one thing that I care and cherish will not last. When that hated thought becomes reality, an expression of shock, utter confusion and absolute pain, covers my face ( Read more... )

" The Anger Sharks are Swimming in mah head. " o__o ( Read more... )

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I'm on the phone now right with Elianna, listening to her makin' moaning noises. She's distracting me.. I'll do another post later tonight. Happy-belated Valentines Eli! :D