i changed the entry a bit since you posted. but yes, it does scare me, while im positive about the future, i still wish i did not have so many uncertainties. like i said, cognitive dissonance is a bitch; two contradicting thoughts existing inside my brain at once.
I think this is a big part of growing up. We're reaching that age where the security of our parents and the activities of school to keep us busy are starting to have less and less of an influence in our life. Its just growing pains that we're all destined to face at some point. Just keep a good support system around you to keep building you up and have faith that what you've gained throughout your childhood, teenage, and young adolescent years were enough to make you a good man. With that in your kit bag, have faith knowing that God will bring you life's neccessities to succeed but more importantly the courage to accept short-term failures to gain long-term success.
I'm so glad I may stay in school longer. I have no clue what's up for me in the future. Nothing is certain. And that's a scary thing, but also a relief. It's good to know that after college, again, it's a clean slate. I can do what I want to actually START my life. I need to learn how to get away from the parents a bit, which I've slowly started doing. But, where did the last 4 years go? They disappeared all too fast.
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