I thought about this. I asked myself when did I have the most fun playing and what did I do differently then than I do now. I decided I had the most fun when I didn't care as much ( Read more... )

I notice when I post these little tidbits of melodrama that are the inner workings of my mind that it sounds like I'm just being emo, but I have to get it out somewhere so why not here ( Read more... )

I saw this the other day and I thought it was perfect.

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the move started today. so far so good the bathroom is moved as is the kitchen now almost all that is left is what's still in my room. not bad for two guys working through a Sunday afternoon I look forward to putting a decent dent in the remainder today (Monday). my stress has only abated slightly but I look forward to a serious dip once this move ( Read more... )

there's not a day that goes by that I don't wonder to myself am I cut out to make it out here.
somedays I remind myself that I've been making it out here for three years. other days I think about throwing everything into boxes and going home. sometimes I think of making up some reason why I should go back. somedays I just want a valid reason.

so I was watching southpark tonight and this episode came on. immediately I thought of alidre and then decided to look the video up on youtube so she could see it.
but it's still funny if you're not alidre or la beq or anyone else who's real name is rebecca

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so I'm still looking for work and I move into my new apartment in just over a month and a half. this is plenty of time to find work and get paid to pay rent and turn on utilities etc...tell my brain that. the stress of this undertaking is driving me mad. I just wish I could get some kind of mental vacation from this sick to my stomach upset ( Read more... )

so I'm moving into a new apartment in may (a one bedroom one bath). this is exciting and scary all at the same time ( Read more... )

I'm fine everythings fine here. shawn built me a newer better warcraft capable computer ( Read more... )

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