Sorry not this time.

[slainangelx]

o0o0o0ooooo0o0o, i am upset. about the same shit i just posted about.
I am pretty pissed that I'm not already gone. right now i should be at least to utah. But no, where am i? Still stuck on fuckin fort carson! why? Tony. okay so i did say i would not go home. I said it in hopes that my staying here would take stress off him. But what does he say

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[stephkneek]

does he get that you are coming back before he will be home?

well well

[slainangelx]

yeah i think he gets that. but it doesn't make him feel any different. i shouldn't be mad at him. i just dont get things like that right when they're happening. so i was just venting. we're all screwed up right now.

[riskyspirit]

But... I thought marriage was kind of like an ownership stamp... I thought that's what the ring was, and the not fucking other people, and blah, blah, blah.

who knows anymore

[slainangelx]

the ring is a symbol and the not fucking other people is a given. you wouldn't get married if you still wanted to do that. i guess some people see it as ownership. but im not a dog. and i dont see it that way. if he wanted to leave he could,and he can do whatever he wants cause i don't own him. i don't know. it's contradictory at times.

Re: who knows anymore

[riskyspirit]

yeah =\