you better find somebody to love

[slamdance]

life has been pretty grim, as usual when i decide to post on this.. many of my thoughts from my past post still apply...i thought this was suppose to get easier not harder? Dramatic situations have made it almost impossible to be with the one i love, one of the few that actually understand me sometimes, but it does not really matter because she

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[csisterrible9]

There's certaintly a lot I can say about this entry but I'm sure I have told you most of already. The pain just doesn't go away .. it takes a long time .. it's like any stressful/shitty situation...but it does go away. But I think what is best for you is focus on school and keeping a steady job. You have so much potential and I am NOT the first to say this. I remember I was talking to Jason Mencher in 9th grade and I was telling him about us doing drugs and he's like "If Dallara plays his cards right he'll end up working in computers and making a better living than everyone from highschool

[ashtray_grl]

you're only beginning your life, it isn't close to over. time heals all and this too shall pass- you just have to help it. don't give up so easily, don't you think your own life is worth fighting for? I certainly do, i'm sorry things had to be this way.

[slamdance]

i know life isnt close to over i hate feeling miserable now... dont give up so easily? i just dont have the strength anymore, probably never did...its a lot easier for you to be optomistic...i just want to be happy again. it would be a lot easier to keep my head up if i had something to keep it up for...time might repair but i'll never be healed...i just have a feeling your just always gonna be in my heart somewhere...

[ozzyisgod3]

I know exactly how you feel rob i've felt that way for years, if you fall in love you never really fall out of love. all the people i claim to have loved i would take back in a second, only time helps you forget about those people, it's almost better to lose touch and forget about them once you know its over, for sure. i'm very shy too and i don't really meet new people, but if you wait around, things happen. theres not much u can do but cry in your pillow and be a pussy and wish u were dead, it's only natural. i've been through it. be happy you found love, some people never do, like was said in one south park episode, it's ok to be sad, because you were able to be so happy about something, think about the happy moments, don't dwell on the fact they're over. new memories and new happy things will happen, u just have to wait, the worst thing to do is think u'll never fall in love again, live your life day by day, don't worry about last year, or tomorrow, just today. that's what i've been doing for years and it's kept me happy.