(edit)lately
i know i seem to write about really sad things lately but
things are good for me
i worry about stuff but who deosnt, my life is reallly good
i have a lot to be thankful for,
and alot the im soo happy and greatful to have
i have a family that is there for me even if its not all the time
i have amazing friends , small but close
and i am dating the most beautiful i have ever laid my eyes
on she may not think so, but
i swear when i dream about a girl its her
she really is out of my league
but sometimes you just get lucky.
a lot of times all i can think about is the bad and
that used to just stick with me, no i can tell myself to think about the good and suddenly the bad aint so bad at all.
my girl has this thing hanging from her door "20 ways to be happy"
number 3 is my favorite
its says be thankful for what you have stop complaing about what other have and you dont, write down 10 things your thankful for. so here are mine im thankful for all of them but this is more of a top ten most impotant things in my life.
1.my dad -half the time i want to smack you but if it wasn't for you i probably wouldnt be here
2.my mom- you have no idea wats going on but your always ther for me
3.craig- not only are you my cousin your probably my best friend
4. emily- my god if was talented enough to paint a picture to show you just wat you mean to me michelangelo would shit a brick, without i serioulsy think i would be lost.
5. janey- even since you have come into this world you make me want to be a better person
6.school- its going to make me into wat i want to be , even though somtimes i hate it, i love way more than ill admit
7. my car- i know its lame but alot of times i can turn to it to take my mind off other things
8. my friends at school- you guys are seriously the only reason i wake to go to school sometimes
9.my bed- i can escape the world just by pulling the covers up
10.dreams- i got big dreams it's about time i wor towards them