emotionally lost to this world, and i dont know how to make my way back, or even if i want to. sitting here and wondering how i wont miss anyone here except for one person, i dont know how i can act and feel this way. either i feel things wont change or i dont care that they do. how am i able to make myself dead to the world the way i do, and ( Read more... )

got back from the beach last night. fun time down there, i guess. bungie jumped for the first time ever. cost a shitload, but it was fun to fall for 150 feet then spring back up. met a couple people at the beach, but only for a day each, hung out with the people that run the place with the bungie jump one of the nights and had a little bonfire ( Read more... )

Well, I work at Fuddrucker's now. Turned in my application last Friday, did my interview on Monday, started working today at the 11am lunch rush hour. That was hecktic, I'm glad I survived. Doesn't pay too good, but at least now I have an income and can look for a second job on the side, which isn't that bad of a thing. Took me forever to ( Read more... )

Back home...went to the hooka bar, dubbed the 'Hook-up Lounge' (reason still unknown to me) last night with charlie...went to charlie's and met his friends Jason and Jamie...got home at 4...going out with Brandon and Dustin and some other people tonight, maybe just staying out tonight. I'm living in my family's travel trailer next to the house ( Read more... )

We're leaving to go home, I don't know if that's something to look forward to or not. Hope everyone has fun at home, but remember that it is no longer really your home but the home of your family. Right now we are in some sort of wierd earthly Limbo, stuck between childhood and reality. 'It's not good, but it's not really bad, either.' is a ( Read more... )

Your Linguistic Profile:

65% General American English
15% Dixie
15% Yankee
5% Midwestern
0% Upper Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Aaaaaaaand I'm done! I am an official brother of the Fraternity known as Chi Phi, and I am happier than ever about it. Here's to Chi Phi and it's future.

It's always scary to start falling for a girl because you never know if you will just end up being hurt in the end...

okay, so it's been a while since I updated, I'm sorry! Jello last weekend=suckz0r like none other. I sat there, sober, the entire time (not from lack of trying not to, either) until everyone had left, pretty much. Not only that, half way through I thought my wallet got stolen (lucky for me it was just Anthony, he finally admitted, grabbing my ass ( Read more... )

Your dating personality profile:

Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Wealthy/Ambitious - You know what your goals are and you pursue them vigourously. Achieving success is important to you.
Conservative - You take a conservative stance on most issues and aren't ( Read more... )