I hate life. Whenever I actually HAVE a fucking GOOD day, I come home and things are shit INSTANTLY. I went and had a good time with Anjie and Amanda, and school was alright for once. EVEN WOLFF'S CLASS WAS OK! So ya know, I'm hoping that it'll end good for once and I'm all excited and happy and can't wait for tomorrow until I get online. I notice ( Read more... )

AWESOME-NESS TIMES A TRILLION AND ONE! I can now fit 16 guages in my ears. Woot woot, I followed Donnie's advice and just pushed it through and they did. They wen't right through. I was proud, shitty thing is, the beads are being little jackasses and won't let me put them into the barbells. They're circular, and don't have the screw on beads. Which ( Read more... )

Today I woke up with a headache. I got dressed and crap cause I was running late. I walked down the stairs and my dad left out his fucking stupid thing that only Warren and Anjie know about and it's in FULL VIEW to ANYONE. So I moved it upstairs and woke my mom up. I went to school and found out I have a fuckin' hickey on my cheek because Adam was ( Read more... )

I wrote this poem on the 29th of October. I just felt like writing it. I don't know if it's good or not, and I don't remember what it's about really, I just know who it is to. They'll figure it out easily enough. Don't take it the wrong way ( Read more... )

Yesterday was kind of gay. Just a little. I woke up and was complaining about how I didn't feel well and didn't want to go to school and my mom was going to actually give me the day to stay home, but did I? No. Come to find out, she didn't have to go to work because she still had a day to take for the funeral of my step-grandfather. So I just went ( Read more... )

Saturday I got Confirmed. That sucked, I didn't want to be there. Everyone had their WHOLE family there plus friends and I had THREE people there for me. ONE was part of my family. Vitale came and I was so happy, because he was so proud of me and stepped in my Father's place to support me. I was very happy and wanted to cry when I read his card, he ( Read more... )

Once again the pain continues. I woke up and didn't want to get up at all. I woke up at 3:30 this morning and was like "Shit, I bet you I have to fucking get up in five minutes." It was only 3:30 so I was relieved that I still had like two hours. Fell back asleep, felt like I had only been sleeping for two minutes. I was so pissed. Mom yelled at me ( Read more... )

It's amazing how songs can completely describe my life in so little words. Here are some. A couple I'm sure I've posted before. But I feel like doing it again ( Read more... )

As the days go by things seem to worsen, and that's when I turn to the people near me the most. Today sucked really. I was in a bad mood forever because when I sleep, I'm getting more than two hours but as soon as I hit the bed I'm out and I wake up at 6 and it feels like I've been down for less than two minutes, which makes me even more tired. So ( Read more... )

Beh, things get better and then go right to hell for no reason at all. I swear I can't be happy for more than five minutes before some happy alarm goes off alerting all to come and bash me to depression and all those other good emotions. I had a pissy day. I got up and was barely able to open my eyes and nearly fell over because I was blinded and ( Read more... )