i want to place everything at a distance, on the far side of the map. i want to spiral around the destination, doubled over with the yearning to come closer and the fear of coming close. the destination stays in the same spot ( Read more... )

Monty remembers that it had happened two years ago when his brother Donny
was in grade twelve, in hands acceptance letters from colleges who loved Donny. Well,
Donny’s football. His feet were pounding on the football field during the last run of the
game, and the crowd’s screaming blended together in one single gritty sound. That sound
drowned out ( Read more... )

christmas is just wonderful and lovely and it gives me so much joy just thinking about it. i am a slave to all the commercial aspects of this cheery holiday, but i appreciate most of all the frank bubble of emotion it inspires within me. as much as people like to prattle on about the inherent capitalistic value soaked in deep under the soft cozy ( Read more... )

I feel silly. I feel silly and giddy. I seem to lack control over my limbs; my arms and legs are itching to move, to explode into movement. an image of myself pops casually into my mind: I am suspended in mid-air, legs stretched out near-perpendicular to my body so they are arched into a near-split. I have a manic smile on my face. I genuinely look ( Read more... )

ahahaahahahahahhaa dumbledore is gay

my life is a parable. no wait, it isn't. I just made it up. moral of this story is, don't make things up ( Read more... )

I used to have really big feelings. Feelings like a hot air balloon. A crumpled lifeless form that swells up with radiant throbbing life, that expands and expands and expands until it's a bright flurry of colour that fills you up to the brim. I am not writing about an orgasm ( Read more... )

ugh... so I think I'm getting sick. i've already prepared myself with a box of neocitran. I am *so* excited.

ps: new office tomorrow
pps: omg pj&j

yeah, i love everyone. I love my life and where it's going and how it is and everything about it and everyone in it. to specific people ( Read more... )

So anyway, it's like 1:45 am right now (which in reality isn't that late) and I really could be doing something more worthwhile- say taking a showing and going to sleep. I'm just kind of pissed off and I'd like to meditate on my life a bit--- ON LIVEJOURNAL! Therefore, everyone on the internet is now treated to a delicious slice of cheryl's ( Read more... )