I'd do anything songfic challenge entry!
Title:Forgetting pain and finding love
Author: -points to self- me! Jinx!
Pairing: David/Chuck
disclaimer: The usual, don't know, don't own, never happened. You know the drill
Summary:helping each other forget doesn't always go as it should.
AN: This is for the layout challenge. Themed around the song 321 by Hedley. If it ISN'T then the place I got the lyrics screwed me over BIG TIME lolz. So anyways enjoy =D
I lay here, just watching. Watching your sleeping figure as your chest moves up and down. It seems a life time ago when this started happening. Since we changed. Since you changed.
It was Valentines day. I remember It so clearly now, evey detail. The look of terror on his face. The vivid shade of his green eyes as they became scared. The sound of that voice, that voice that made me fall in love with him, calling out to me. The smell of the rain as I ran as fast as I could to your house.
"He...he..."
I threw myself at you
"Chuck come on hun what happened?"
"I found him, In our room and he was...."
"was what?"
you rubbed my back as I buried my head in your shoulder
"He was cheating on me"
I remember the look of concern on your face as you opened the door. The way it turned into sympathy as I began crying into your T-shirt. The way that look then turned to one of anger as you found out what happened.
"Three years david. Three years all down the drain. how could he do this to me?"
You dragged me into your room and down onto your bed and just held me. You let me cry into your shoulder, because you knew that was what I needed. You knew that over time, I would simply cry myself out, and you also knew that all I wanted for was somebody to help me forget. That was how it all started. You kissed me as you dried my tears. Looking back I remember the look of longing in your eyes, but at the time, the feeling of your lips on mine was all I could focus on. The feeling that I was maybe wanted.
"Chuck I know you still love him, but I can help you forget the pain"
"David I-"
"I know, but just this once and never again. Maybe we can make you forget just a little bit of the pain. Your my best friend Chuck, I hate seeing you like this...."
But it wasn't just the once. Over time It progressed until you were knocking on my bedroom door at least every week, then once we were done, you'd get dressed and you'd leave me all alone again, and that was fine with me.
"Chuck please, hold me just this once please. I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want to keep leaving pretending that I don't care, Chuck I love you"
Quickly things changed, and you were always around me. Never leaving me alone. Always wrapped around me, hugging me, kissing me. That didn't suit well with me. You started to become annoying and needy and I often found myself wishing things went back to the way they were. Back to the days when we would help each other forget and then you'd leave. You'd become like my ball and chain. but you know what? As I lay here watching, as you sleep wrapped up In my arms?
"I love you too"
I never want things to change again.
Author: -points to self- me! Jinx!
Pairing: David/Chuck
disclaimer: The usual, don't know, don't own, never happened. You know the drill
Summary:helping each other forget doesn't always go as it should.
AN: This is for the layout challenge. Themed around the song 321 by Hedley. If it ISN'T then the place I got the lyrics screwed me over BIG TIME lolz. So anyways enjoy =D
I lay here, just watching. Watching your sleeping figure as your chest moves up and down. It seems a life time ago when this started happening. Since we changed. Since you changed.
It was Valentines day. I remember It so clearly now, evey detail. The look of terror on his face. The vivid shade of his green eyes as they became scared. The sound of that voice, that voice that made me fall in love with him, calling out to me. The smell of the rain as I ran as fast as I could to your house.
"He...he..."
I threw myself at you
"Chuck come on hun what happened?"
"I found him, In our room and he was...."
"was what?"
you rubbed my back as I buried my head in your shoulder
"He was cheating on me"
I remember the look of concern on your face as you opened the door. The way it turned into sympathy as I began crying into your T-shirt. The way that look then turned to one of anger as you found out what happened.
"Three years david. Three years all down the drain. how could he do this to me?"
You dragged me into your room and down onto your bed and just held me. You let me cry into your shoulder, because you knew that was what I needed. You knew that over time, I would simply cry myself out, and you also knew that all I wanted for was somebody to help me forget. That was how it all started. You kissed me as you dried my tears. Looking back I remember the look of longing in your eyes, but at the time, the feeling of your lips on mine was all I could focus on. The feeling that I was maybe wanted.
"Chuck I know you still love him, but I can help you forget the pain"
"David I-"
"I know, but just this once and never again. Maybe we can make you forget just a little bit of the pain. Your my best friend Chuck, I hate seeing you like this...."
But it wasn't just the once. Over time It progressed until you were knocking on my bedroom door at least every week, then once we were done, you'd get dressed and you'd leave me all alone again, and that was fine with me.
"Chuck please, hold me just this once please. I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want to keep leaving pretending that I don't care, Chuck I love you"
Quickly things changed, and you were always around me. Never leaving me alone. Always wrapped around me, hugging me, kissing me. That didn't suit well with me. You started to become annoying and needy and I often found myself wishing things went back to the way they were. Back to the days when we would help each other forget and then you'd leave. You'd become like my ball and chain. but you know what? As I lay here watching, as you sleep wrapped up In my arms?
"I love you too"
I never want things to change again.